The Best&Worst Week Ever

The Hermit Hunt p.2

The thoughts in my head where bouncing back and forth like crazy. Of course I liked it, I liked him. But I knew that there where other people who liked him as well, and other people who liked him.. And not so much me. My heart was racing. This was the first time someone's ever showed affection for me like that, and it was kind of nice. For a couple of minutes I was scared people would see me, but after that I was just kind of like 'hey... Who cares. If we like each other so what..' But that changed when I got to my cabin. At the end of the walk I had to let go & say goodnight. I didn't know if it was a dream or really happening. Immediately after I went and freaked out with one of my best friends, gg. We where like OMG HOLY SHIT and all that. When we got to our cabin I was trying to calm down, after all I didn't want EVERYBODY knowing.  Then after brushing my teeth and everything my friend carol looked at me with a slight smile and gg had to tell me something. Carol had saw,and showed the girl who doesn't like me very much, and well, another girl who doesn't like me very much. I had huge mixed emotions. I wanted to shout it to the world,hey! The boy I like likes me back! But at the same time I wanted to crumple up in a corner and cry. 'What have I done...?' The words floated through my head. I'm going to make everybody who likes him absolutely hate me, more importantly I'm going to hurt their feelings... Bad. By that time the whole cabin knew. I was like "yeah... Me and jake kinda held hands.." And they where like, "ya! We know!" They where cool with it, but that was the opposite for the cabin beside us with the other girls. Some where crying, and I learned that the next day. I regretted it so much. I felt like I was on top of the world and yet I was holding the wait of it as well. Most of all because I felt so alone. It was like everybody hated me. Everybody. It felt that They where all on the girl who hated me's side. I spent My free time at a tree by the stage crying because I had no idea what to do. This girl actually admitted to forming a plan called "hhh" for me. 'Hermit hunt hitsquad' I had only felt so low a couple times in my life,but this was different. I felt Like even my best friend wanted to kill me, I mean I had nobody. I tried to tell this girl that I really didn't try to do anything wrong, he grabbed my hand. But nobody really believed me except for gg and my other friend Mandy. That was about it for that day, drama wise other then getting horrible horrible looks from 3 people. More happened tomorrow. I was an emotional wreck. Thursday.

•AUTHORS NOTE•

back again! So tomorrow gets a little bit better... And worse. Then Friday is a whole new set of drama. Unfortunately i can't say some details from Thursday because first of all some are not mine to share, and second of all they are too personal. But,  I'll update at soon! -Liv