Your Fault (MHA Alternate Universe)

Part 6: PARTNERS?!

I woke up to the sound of my alarm on my phone. I got up and started getting my training clothes ready. I changed and ran outside to get a good workout. I did the rest of my excersise and then went to a field in the forest. I worked up a good sweat so I might as well get a good training out of it. I

went to the middle of the field in a forested area and started charging my explosions. All of a sudden explosion after explosion the sweat from my glands. After awhile my arms started to get tired so I went and pushed myself and after awhile I stopped and went to clean myself. I went back home and took a cold shower. When I got out of the shower and went to go to my room and went inside my mom was there on my bed. "Mom, I know you want to talk about it, but not right now".

"But why not Katsuki? I can tell that this is eating you up inside and-"

"I SAID NOT NOW, MOM"!

I couldn't stand hearing her talk about it. She's right though. It is eating me up inside, but if I talk to anyone about it, I just know I'll cry.

"I just need a little time to myself. I'm sorry".

My mom looked up at me. She was seemingly confused, but she went and left my room anyway. After she left, I went and sat next to my bed and just stayed there for awhile. Didn't move or anything. I went back to the box that my mom gave me full of Deku's notebooks and started reading them. I opened the first book I saw. I read the words hearing Deku's voice through all the words and syllables. "Hello diary, I'm writing in here so I can read my adventures of how I become the greatest hero".

I paused for a little bit. I needed to read this maybe this will give me the answers I'm searching for. When did this all start? When did it get this bad?

"I went out on an adventure with Kacchan and his friends today. We went exploring in a forest and even had a fake villain vs hero fight. Eventually I became the villain and since I have no quirk yet, I was easily defeated, but once I get my quirk soon, I'll be able to defeat the villains and save the heroes and even stand my own against Kacchan. One day".

I read the next page, wanting to find more. "Today, me and Kacchan went to the park for a little adventure time and Kacchan got in another fight again. I tried to stop it, but Kacchan just ended up hurting me with him to. At least he didn't get hurt as badly though. I managed to even cheer him up a little. I was really mad at Kacchan so I've made a promise. Once I get a quirk Kacchan will have to be nice to me and I can protect everyone".

This isn't getting me anywhere, but I'm getting impatient. This takes time. "Today, I went to the hospital. Mommy noticed something about me not having a quirk so she asked what was going on. The doctor said that I'll never have a quirk and that I should probably give up on being a hero, but I won't give up. I'll fullfill my promise and prove them wrong, I'll show them how strong I really am. I won't give up even if it kills me".

"Even if it kills you huh? Stupid Deku, if that were the case then we wouldn't be her now would we?"

I put down the book and went to my bed and laid down, putting my arm over my head and sighing. I kept thinking to myself... "Why, why did it have to happen in this way and what is going to happen next? How will I ever feel better?".

As I coped with these thoughts, my eyelids started to get heavy and I slowly faded out of consciousness.

I woke up the next day to my alarm beeping. A classic monday morning, feeling groggy and tired, but a little awake. I ate breakfast, brushed my teeth, got my uniform, and once all my stuff was accounted for, left the house. On my way to U.A. that one girl with the brown hair appeared next to me again. "Hey".