bright and early. i sighed as it has been 2 days since i've ended my lease. i had a u-haul truck and i was packing everything i owned. From beds to dressers, bathroom accessories and many other of my household belongings. I had reggie come and help me even though i hate everything about him...and even though i sliced his face, i picked him up before Tyra woke, i didn't wanna have to fuck her up, so i'd rather avoid that situation all together.
"Zee, you really doing this?" he asked. i looked at him and chuckled.
"yea..i need a break from all of this. maybe living in Georgia will help me get myself together." i said.
"But why Zee? we need you here in compton with us. the b-vard wont be the same without you...this entire apartment complex is going to be dull without you! plus i thought you hated your mom!!" he sadly spoke. yes i did hate my mom at one point and only he knows why i spent the rest of my teenage years away from her without contact.
"i've come to the conclusion its best for me to move and get a fresh start." i said. "plus its only for about a year or two. i gotta get away." i said . i could see reggie holding tears back but i personally didn't care. he could cry me a river and i wouldn't care, but i could feel his hurt.
"I need you Zee!" he exclaimed leaning in to kiss me with tears streaming down his face. i mushed is face back and shook my head.
"save the tears reggie, you disrespected and embarrassed me throughout our entire relationship. you tried to fight me due to my attempt of trying to move on and i sliced your face."
"But that doesn't stop me from loving you don't you understand that?"
"No i don't understand that. Its best if we just...never talk again." I said nonchalantly. Bringing out the last bag of clothes that I owned. Shutting the trunk of the U-Haul.
"Please Zimera ..." he pleaded. I looked at him and handed him the keys to my car. Why? Because my old car is with my mother and my car here is paid off.
"Don't demolish her." I said smiling and hopping in the drivers seat of the U-Haul starting it and slowly driving off.
Looking at the passengers seat I saw my phones recent notification But I ignored it, this is going to be a long trip.
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Watching the u-haul leave with her keys in my hand I looked down. She's really leaving, this is the most emotional moment I've had since my dog died.
"I love you Zee..I really do." I said aloud knowing she can't hear me. I never told Zee that I loved her, only because I was too busy fucking other bitches and trying to talk to other bitches.
I looked at her now empty apartment and felt my heart begin to hurt. All the memories we've made here...gone to waste. Every argument, every fight, every kiss, and every cuddle we've shared in this house. Gone. My phone rang and it was Tyra. I let it ring. I don't know why I'm dealing with Tyra she's a whore and I know that. Maybe she just keeps me pleasured. Zee didn't like to have sex often. She'd rather cuddle and talk... Ty on the other hand wanted to have sex all the time. As I walked out her apartment, shutting the door, I saw Zori pull up. I looked at him in confusion.
"Wassup bro." I greeted confused as to why he was here.
"Sup where Zee? I really needa apologize to her!" He asked. His eyes were red a puffy, he stunk bad and usually he doesn't stink. He was suffering from a major heart break and he barely knows Zee. I've been in his position before especially after Zee left me and kicked me out. I needed major uplifting and Tyra just so happened to take me under her wing and we kept our relationship under wraps since I still loved Zee and Tyra was her long time best friend.
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RomanceStuck in a love triangle, i oh so desperately can't detach myself from. I need help . Who should I choose?