╻he hesitated to love him╹
❀ noren (short story)
❀ chogiwanese
━┅ ✎ this is made out of pure entertainment and a hundred percent FICTION. the characters portrayed in the book DOES NOT depict on what the idols truly are.
━┅ ✎ lower c...
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jeno took his tray, along with renjun's, after waiting in line to pay for their lunch. the short male standing beside jeno stared at him with a look on, finding his actions very unusual.
jeno could feel the smaller's eyes on him but just ignored it. he knew renjun had so many questions to ask but he didn't want to answer them. ❝how about you find us a table while i—❞
❝carry my tray.❞ the chinese continued jeno's sentence. renjun squinted his eyes at jeno really suspiciously. ❝which you don't usually do.❞
❝well,❞ jeno shrugged, carrying both trays effortlessly as they walked to a table in the middle of the cafeteria which surprisingly isn't taken. ❝people change.❞
just then, the two boys were stopped by a group of girls which one in the middle that has her eyes on jeno and her smile on the person that's carrying to trays including renjun's. renjun should have known what's up but his thoughts were covered up with jeno's sudden change that he was actually surprised when the girl just suddenly kissed jeno on the lips.
he was actually surprised, he usually isn't. he knew jeno was an f boy, that should already be a normal sight to see.
❝thanks for last night.❞ she said, biting her glossy lips before leaving along with her dwarfs— minions— slaves?
whatever they are called, renjun wasn't impressed.
❝changed, sure.❞ the chinese scoffed. snatching his tray from jeno, renjun walked quickly towards the empty table before it got taken.
jeno followed from behind with a grin on his face. you could clearly see that he was liking how renjun reacted. ❝what's wrong with you?❞
renjun took the stainless chopsticks and pointed it at jeno who was taken aback and leaned back or it could have stabbed him. ❝what's wrong with you?❞ he waited for an answer but just when jeno was about to open his mouth, renjun groaned and stuffed his mouth with rice. ❝what am i saying? you're just being you.❞
jeno just being a magnet for girls.
jeno found it very cute for renjun to have his cheeks all puffed, not to mention him complaining and having every word he says sound like a mumble. ❝slow down, you'll choke.❞ jeno took the glass of water on his tray and gave it to renjun.
the chinese wasn't having it. he squinted his eyes at jeno for the second time before grabbing his own glass of water on his tray and drinking it before he could speak where jeno can actually understand. ❝you see, this is why i leave whenever i see you starting to flirt.❞
❝i wasn't flirting.❞ jeno said, raising both his hands in defense for himself.
❝she kissed you.❞
❝i didn't kiss back.❞
❝you didn't push her away.❞ renjun said, hoping that jeno had nothing to answer back.
bud unfortunately, jeno defended himself with a proud smile even. ❝how on earth can i do that when i'm carrying two trays?❞
jeno didn't know why he was enjoying this. probably because renjun is never like this? he had been wishing for the smaller to act like this and he never actually expect for him to be this cute.
breathing in and out to calm himself down, renjun stabbed his chopsticks on his pile of rice nd didn't fail to startle jeno. ❝and why exactly are you bringing my tray?❞ he doesn't remember asking jeno to do so.
the person being questioned shrugged his shoulders and started to eat his lunch, giving renjun that teasing smile of his. ❝probably because i am just embracing the boyfriend in me?❞
renjun paused for a good moment, trying to understand what on earth jeno meant by the boyfriend in him. recalling a memory, renjun then burst out laughing that made jeno raise a brow. his laugh was so loud that it caught attention but jeno having authorities somehow had made the students ignore the both of them when he glared at the students.
❝that was the funniest joke i have heard in ages.❞ renjun said, obviously playing with jeno. he then wiped those invisible tears under his eyes for believable effects. ❝a boyfriend in you?❞
jeno rolled his eyes and continued to eat his lunch while he just let renjun laugh like crazy on his seat.
❝was this because jaemin called you my boyfriend?❞ renjun asked, still in the verge of laughing but held it in to be able to have a proper conversation with jeno.
probably it, probably not. ❝are you doubting about me being a boyfriend material?❞
❝please,❞ the chinese then took his chopsticks and stole a nugget from jeno's tray, earning a look from the younger but he didn't give a care. ❝how would you know how being a boyfriend works? you haven't even tried being in a serious relationship.❞
❝stop right there young man—❞
❝i'm older than you.❞ renjun coughed.
❝small man.❞ jeno stole his nugget back from renjun after seeing it being unguarded from his tray. ❝you may have underestimated me, and it honestly hurts my pride.❞
❝if you consider that one relationship that lasted for a week a serious one,❞ renjun stole jeno's nugget back and placed it on top of his rice before giving the younger one innocent smile. ❝you are totally wrong about it mister.❞
❝oh really then?❞ jeno propped his shoulders down on the table and leaned towards renjun. ❝bet i can be a better boyfriend than anyone here.❞
❝better than jisung?❞ renjun said, doing the same thing as jeno and daring him.
the younger let out a scoff before mentioning someone else, ❝even better than mark lee himself.❞
that sounded interesting. renjun would love to see jeno beat mark lee in being the best boyfriend. just speaking with pure honesty, even renjun envies donghyuck for having mark lee as a boyfriend. not to mention hearing teachers talking about how much of a great person mark lee is. there's no way jeno could top that. look at him, an f boy.
❝i'd like to see that happen.❞
jeno smirked, ❝then the show begins, little spoon.❞
renjun widened his eyes after seeing jeno picking up another nugget and placed it on top of stacked rice, right next to the nugget he stole from him. that's not all, jeno took a piece of meat and added it on renjun's tray where he also ordered the same thing.
the chinese pouted as he started to eat the piece of nugget. ❝for the record, that nickname is lame.❞ he commented before stuffing his mouth with rice once more. ❝but the food made it up.❞
jeno smiled as he watched the chinese dig in. ❝whatever you say little spoon.❞
❝i'm actually a knife.❞ renjun warned, his face looking so bloated.