tokyo.

XVII

flashback

i pulled up to mina and jungkook's house. i sat in my car for a few minutes, checking my phone.

at the corner of my eye i saw people walking.

it was mina walking out of her house, with a guy.

i grew angry without hesitation.

i saw how she smiled at the guy, how she looked at him. how she would touch him every second, making it look like friendly gestures.

i became more angry when i saw him kiss her on the cheek. who the fuck was this guy anyways?

i saw her look down at her feet, she was blushing. why was she blushing? she shouldn't blush. especially not for whoever this guy was.

i watched as he pulled her closer to his body, how he slowly leaned in to kiss her.

it infuriated me. it tore my heart to shreds to see the girl i love kiss another guy.

but why should i complain? she obviously doesn't feel the same way towards me so why should i even care?

i exhaled heavily as i got out of my car and stormed to the house.

i startled them as i got close to the door, "n-namjoon..what are you doing-"

"i'm here to pick up jungkook, don't mind me." i said with sarcasm.

but i wasn't here to pick up jungkook, i was here to hangout with both mina and jungkook like i always did, change of plans i guess.

"jungkook!" i yelled as i walked into the house.

"namjoon wait-" mina grabbed onto my arm. i looked at her.

"what?"

"i thought y-you were going to stay and hangout? like you always do..."

"well it seems like you're busy," i said looking at the guy mina was with. "so i'm taking jungkook and we're going to hangout on our own."

"namjoon-"

"jungkook! let's fucking go!"

in seconds, jungkook was at my feet, "w-where are we going hyung?"

poor jungkook, he was so confused. but i was furious and i needed to leave.

"we're going out. we're leaving mina and her boyfriend here to have some alone time." i rolled my eyes.

i grabbed onto jungkook's arm and dragged him outside with me.

"w-wait joon, he's not my boyfriend-"

"then why did i see you kiss him hm?"

she stuttered, "don't take my little brother just because you're pissed off."

"oh i'm pissed off? what do i need to be pissed off about?"

she shrugged her shoulders, "you tell me joonie."

i rolled my eyes, "come on jungkook."

"wait namjoon!"

i got into my car and jungkook followed me without asking questions. i sped off angrily.

"h-hyung?"

"yes?"

"w-why are you so angry? is it because of the guy noona was with?"

"no..." i muttered.

"hyung, don't lie."

i sighed. "hyung...do you like mina?"

i gulped, "y-yeah...no! well....i think i love her kook...she's always on my mind and everything about her is just so beautiful to me. she doesn't have one flaw and she's just so perfect to me..."

"yes! i knew it! i'm never wrong....you know she likes you too right?"

i chuckled, "no she doesn't. if she liked me she wouldn't have kissed that guy she was with."

"she's just trying to distract herself. she has feelings for you but she's scared because she doesn't wanna ruin your guys' friendship."

i shook my head, "still."

"i'll talk to her for you." he smiled.

"what? jungkook no-"

"come on hyung! i can be your wingman," he winked. "please?" he cooed.

i sighed, "only if the topic comes up."

he smiled, clapping his hands excitedly.

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i think the next few chapters are gonna be flashbacks lol
[sorry for any grammatical errors]