Paper Hearts

pieces

Sometimes I hate myself for my decisions,
sometimes I hate myself for my ambitions.
I scream it out,
I want you to hear me,
but there's tape on my mouth,
nobody's listening.
So I put it all in the open,
for everyone to see,
that's just who I am
that's who I'm meant to be.
And there are times when I'm scared
and sometimes I feel lonely,
there are times when nobody cares
and I don't feel worthy
of kindness,
of love,
of everything that's good in this world,
sometimes I'm sad,
that's just how life works.
And I can get angry,
there are times when I'm out of my mind,
sometimes my weakness defeats me,
there are doubts of all kinds.

I can hear your thoughts,
your eyes are too blind to see.
Well, what are you waiting for?
Speak them out loud,

judge me.