Once upon a country (book 1)

Chapter 10: Felias POV

CHAPTER 10:Felias POV.

When I went to sleep I had a dream of Seth.

(In dream)

It was the Saturday of our very last date I met him at the mall at 1:30 we laughed we talked I dragged him into stores. He kissed me. His kisses where sweet making you want more. They where full of love, they where planed out and neat.

at that point I heard a shrike ruined the moment.

"OMG SETH!" The girl was blonde with pale skin she wore a skin tight top and it showed her belly where she had a belly piercing it was the middle of winter and she had booty shorts on. She wore Nike shoes and over all looked like a slut.

"She kissed me I swear!" He said getting up. 'Wait what?'

"Sure Seth you where kissing back!" She said in a supper annoying high pitched voice.

"I don't even know her!'' He said I that moment I grabbed my bags and ran off tears streaming down my face.

I got out of the mall and kept running "FELIA!!!" I heard some one call I. Took the mistake of stopping.

"What do you want!?" I sobbed my back to Seth

He grabbed my hands and turned me around. I was now facing the blond hair and blue eyes I loved so much. "She dosent mean anything to me," he proceded on kissing me again but this one was posined, like to much sugar, and sloppy, needy. I pushed him away.

"Stay away from me!" I turned and ran to the closes house I could, KiKu's.

When she opened the door I told her he was cheating on me. And she made tea and showed me a anime called Hetalia. One of the anime characters named Germany. He looked like Seth. I continued to watch this anime just for the fact of him.

"Do you want me to tell Luana?" She asked

I shook my head "no, cuz no matter what he did... I still love him."

She nodded and turned on episode 10 to this day Luana just thinks he broke up with me and she knows I was sad but, she dosent know the reason I wear bracelets.

To cover my scars.

(End dream) (depression acts are included in next few paragraphs)

I awoke with a start. Panting tears streaming my face I looked at the drawer where my blade was hidden.

I opened it up and stumbled to the bathroom. I turned on the lights looking at my self. Something was wrong.

I looked closer my eyes where blurry but I could see something on the side of my head. I blinked and my sight clears. A curl. Like Italy's was on my head.

I cried. This is all to much, I turned on the after letting the cold water run. I looked at my wrist, putting the cold blade against my skin and let it drag a cut formed along my skin, the water stung as it hit the exposed mussel.

I did it again and again. 10 times in all.
When the bleeding stopped I cleaned my blade. Turned out the lights, stumbled to my room put it away and went to bed.