Dear Journal,
"To me this year was the hardest I had so much anxiety, for like 6 months I had an eating disorder and then my grandma got sick. For the period of time when I was taking care of my grandma was one of lowest times in my life and it was messing with my emotions. I started to get so much stress and chest pains plus I kept arriving late to school and that was really bad. In my eyes 10th grade was good and bad the good was that I learned how strong I was and learned how to be patience and just trust time. And the bad was that my grandma died and it hurt me really bad and I still miss her."
I finished writing in my journal while crying and laying in my bed with my dog.
I just felt grateful I didn't feel happy nor sad it was just fine line.
"KIMBERLYY.." I heard my mom calling me
"What?"
"hey.. why are you crying?" my mom asked while hugging me.
"I just miss grandma so much, is like I feel her and I know she's okay but I just want to hug her"
"Baby she's in heaven and she's happy. She'll be here with us all the time" she said while smiling and we just kept hugging eachother.
"Hey did you pack your bags?" she asked
"No..."
"Oh ok, go get dressed your dad it's almost home and you guys are going to the gym" she said and I went back to my room. I put some music on while I was getting dressed.I finished my workout, me and my sister where waiting for my dad to finish.
"Hi can I get two protein shakes, both with water" I said
"That'll be $10" said the worker
While I was giving her the money I got a text from my aunt "hey send me your email so I can send you the details for the trip".While I was talking with my sister I got an email and I opened and it was the details to for the trip and I saw that it said that I was going to be there for two months and I was so confused cause I was only going there for two weeks
"Dude, look at this" I said to my sister
"What is that?"she said
"Is the ticket from the trip and it says I'm going to be there from two month, I think this is the wrong information"
"I'm just as confused as you" said my sister
I told my dad and he got pissed and I was like what the heck is going on. We got home and I found out that it was supposed to be a surprise that my aunt was going to gift to me as a birthday gift. I was really excited cause I was going to get spend more time with my cousin and I mean who wouldn't want to spend more time in Hawaii.I know it's been quite some time since I've updated this story, is just school has been and pain in the ass and I just didn't know how to write this chapter but now that is Christmas break I'm going to try and write more. Hope you enjoyed this chapter is more of a fill in one but the next ones are going to be more fun I promise.
All the Love, Kim🧡🌻
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High School
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