" Keep it real , neva change up. Cause we not built to fold." A beautiful young therapist Chanel falls deeply in love with NBA Youngboy . One session turned out to lead to so much more . Can Chanel handle this ?. " I just wanna be loved." Can Chanel...
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Wednesday , 4:35 Pm Baton Rouge, Louisiana.
Chanel Belrose , it seems like yesterday when I was heart broken , confused and lost.
Talking to others about their struggles and problems that they face everyday , helps me in some odd way in life.
I chose this particular career because just like every and each of these human beings that sit on this couch , I too am just like them.
Then again I'm not .
Some people that speak to me have issues of course from childhood background stories and etc , some even say that they have demons.
And I believe it too ,
Being scarred from my own past life is what helps , because I can relate to the pain. Once upon a time I was that girl looking for love in all the wrong places , I was that girl suffering from depression.
And I was that girl who just wanted to be loved , and I never found it.
I'm only twenty years old with literally what feels like the world on my back.
" Are you nervous Nel?." Clare asked me and nodded my head ' No.
" No ! Why should I be ?." I took a sip of my warm tea and studied lyrics by , NBA Youngboy.
Before she could even answer I quickly cut her off." When reading , or listening to his words I can hear that he's hurt , maybe even still hurting. It sounds as if he's pouring out his heart , it could be a cry for help." I stated.
She scrolled down her Instagram timeline , and finally responded.
" Because , Girl this Youngboy were talking about here , were talking about top." I chuckled at her response.
" Sooo !." I shrugged my shoulders , admiring one of his pictures from Instagram.
He's so handsome , even with the three tiger stripes on his head , in my eyes there beautiful , that's what makes him , Kentrell.
I've been listening to his music for awhile , I've studied him from lyrics , to interviews etc.
I'm curious to dive in , and see what's the hype about , literally.
