Gangster Fever 🏕

Chapter Six .

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Tuesday , September 10th

Omniscient . . .

Kentrell sat in his thoughts as he sat alone in the dark booth , with Chanel weighing heavy on his mind he began having flashbacks.

A feeling that can't be explained . . Is what Kentrell thought whenever they were together , someone finally accepted him for the cold hearted human being he could be at times.

As time went on , with only a short period of time with knowing Chanel , he felt as if he had known her forever , she'd never steer him in the wrong direction.

Tough love is what was needed , and Chanel was that tough love that came in and took Kentrell by surprise , the task and usual test that other females would fail , she wouldn't.

In his eyes , she was genuine and solid.

It felt good to be around  someone that accepted him for him , Kentrell not Youngboy.

Kentrell ran his hands over his face  trying to shake his deep thinking , but he fell even deeper into his thoughts..

He wanted desperately to tell her that he cared about her in a way , that he has never cared about anyone else , in his head he knows it to soon.

Everything fell right in place quickly , love at first sight some would say , like a fairytale.

Afraid to press the issue , he doesn't want to rush into anything , and push her away.

How can you love someone else , if you don't love yourself right?.

Toxic , Kentrell knows he can be very toxic at times because he's damaged , and he doesn't want that for Chanel.

So at times , he's cold hearted towards her
it's like a wall. He's been betrayed and lied too so many times he actually believes that everyone is out to get him.

He adjusted his headphones before taking a sip out his double Styrofoam cup that was half way filled with a dark purple substance mixed with Fanta.

" Do you love her , NBA Youngboy take two" The producer said before he played the track.

The beat began playing in his headphones and he began smiling to himself immediately speaking about what was on his mind at the time.

" Yo feelings go shallow , If you kno like I kno dig deepa and find da real reason  I'm tryin doe , feel like I can't stop da cryin doe , I'm watchin tha time flow , da ocean out da window water' steady hittin high notes.." he held on to his headphones and began singing loudly.

The words seemed to be hitting home for him.

" It's steady askin do you love ha?' Yeah , ima killa , , are y'all real true lova's ? Yeah , Just keep it real...yeah. Do you love ha?.' Yeah, ima killa , is y'all real true lova's? Yeah , just keep it real , slime." he snapped his fingers and noticed that he definitely had another hit.