six : mini heart attack

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     ". . . . doesn't work on her anymore"

    I gained my conscious back . But , I can't bring myself to open my eyes . I feel numb , I can't even feel my own legs , my own hands and my own eyes . My body hasn't awaken , yet . The sound of beeping heart rated machines didn't calmed me down. Instead , it's scared me . I hasn't regained my strength and truly speaking . . .

   It's scared , it's terrified .

  This is why I don't want this to happen  I don't want peoples to start questioning me. The only one who know my illness is my family , my only family and Theo also jae's wife . Not to forget , Mila knows it all along . She aware of it .

  The sound of the heater is on inside the room seems to calming me down a little. Still , it take more times to regained all my strengths. I hate the smells of hospital , I hate laying down on the hospital's bed and ate the nasty food .

   ". . . another suggestion" i heard a woman's voice , elderly woman's voice seems like standing inside the room .

   It was my doctor . To say I was pleased to see her was a misunderstand. I never wanted to see her . Everytime I see or meet her , she only being bad news . The one that scares my entire life.the words she's spitting on my face feels like a pure venom , it's hard when she told how my condition is . She's the best ,  but for me , she's the bad on .

Bad news always happens to me.

  ". . . terrified. I'm afraid,doc. I don't want to lose her , I will never ready" the smooth , gentle and lovely also hurt voice speak with so much desperate in her voice. That's my mama.  I don't even know how many hours I spend on this freaking white bed.

   "I know , I'm not to. I'll try my best" liar. No matter how many she gave the medicines , it didn't really working. It's either last for two months for all know even when I ate the day it's supposed to be eaten.

   "Please doc , I'll give you , even if it's millions it billion,I give you just to save my daughter"  the hoarse and I spot tiredness in his voice . Desperation could be heard from his pleading voice. I wanted to move , it was my dad.

    I heard the Mrs Kane sigh heavily . " Just don't. I'm willing to help  . I'll try my best , Mr, Mrs Larson"  Doc Kane .

   Slowly, I can feel all my strengths again and with that I fluttered my eyes open. I realized someone was holding my left hand and I squeeze them . When I open my eyes , I see nothing , it's blurry as the light continue pointing towards my eyes. I blink , and I blink several times.

   "ma!Jy awake" someone's voice who I assume it to be Serena.  I want to smile and threw them my sarcastic joke. But I can't , at least not yet. Being sick is funny.

   "Honey, how are you feeling?" Mama's voice hit my ears. My head slowly turned to her , couldn't say anything.

   "I. . ." My throat hurts a lot like I hadn't drank water for almost one weeks. I feel worst , man , probably lose too many breaths.

   "Water" I whispered , no more sound coming out from my mouth. With that , papa carelessly struts towards the table beside mama and get a glass of water before rushing to me .

    The bed moved into sit position bring myself up and mama helped me drink the water by placing a hand behind my neck . I could hear she breath shakily looking at my stated.

    I push the glass away ma put the glass beside me on the small nightstand. This time , I managed to pulled a small upon my lips.

   "I'm. . . I'm okay" i say , clearing my throat rather loudly and Serena slapped my legs when i do that. Yeah I know , it's so unladylike.

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