Not the way

*Rewind*

"Why, Just Why!"

I throw my face into my pillow, trying to fall asleep. But the damn blinds are open, so OF COURSE the sun light is shining through my room like crazy.

I can't wake up happy anymore. Happy to be awake just to see Aiden. Just to hurry to get dressed just to go to school early just to see him. See his smile, hear his voice, his jokes, his eyes, his lovely cheesy jokes, his......

Ugh, SNAP. OUT. OF. IT! I constantly scream at myself. Aiden was my ex. It only lasted 2 years until I found out he was cheating on me with Ashley. Don't even ask, all I can say is she's a slut.

I dumped him, he didn't dump me. Like he could get that far anyways.

The only problem is I'm not over him, but I can't go back with my ex its like re-readung a story, but I already know what will happen.

I get up tiredly and go take a quick hot shower. I strip off my clothes and I check to make sure the water is hot before I hopped in. Ahh the shower always soothes me.

I rinse dove into my dirty blond straight\wavy long hair and I rinse my body before getting out the shower.

I grabbed a towel and hurried to my closet to get dressed.

I grab a silky looking Black dress that falls to the middle of my thighs, and covers my arms but the sleeves are see-through so are the bottom layer of the dress, which were lined with ruffles.

It was really cute. Costed a lot actually. I then ran to the bathroom and took my towel off my hair and blow dried it. After I curled it to the side. Which is my everyday look.

I grabbed my bag full of school book ran down stairs grabbed a granola bar, but was so only stopped by my evil mother. Yea that's right its like an evil stepmother, but instead she's my mother.

"Where do you think your going?" she growled.

"To school of course, I'm 17 for god sakes I am responsible, not a kid you can boss around. Bye now." I quickly said while rolling my eyes and slamming the house door.

See what I have to go through. I just want to go to school and see....

No. No. No.

I walk to school which is around the corner, well a little farther.

I sniff the fresh air, so peacefull, The quietness... The....

A loud bell interrupted my thoughts as I walked onto the school campus.

Late... WOW! CAN MY DAY GET ANY WORSE!

I walk to class late not giving a damn about my attendance record. I have to much on my mind.

I walk to the classroom door and my breathing get heavier and harder. Today I have to face Aiden since he's in ALL my fucking periods.

Yup, I need to transfer schools. I rather kill myself then to see him.

I control my breath and open the door to a whole bunch of turning heads staring at me. My cheeks began to redden, my breathing began to be in control.

I hurriedly walked to my desk at the back of the class as Mr. Johnsen growled "YOUR LATE MISS VALENTINE".

Yup, this will get worser. This is a life of Hell.