Letting Go

Chapter -2

How long has this been going on?

When did we fall out of this unfaithful love?

I didn't even know we were falling out.

I just imagined you would be there forever.

Well, I guess that wasn't true.

Just fooling around, how did we come to this.

A sad ending to a magical love story.

When you were mine and I was yours.

Just the blissful feeling of your breath on me,

Comforting me in the coldest nights and holding me in my darkest hours.

Was that all a lie?

Was it ever meant to be?

Just shaking with disbelief.

Yet, all so silent.

You know when a dam breaks, there is no stopping these unfaithful feelings.

All those good times.

It's just felt like one of those moments that flew by you like a blur.

All the happiness just sucked out of you and just whizzes past you like a bee long forgotten.

We are in A House Of Cards, just pushing one card- that leads to us, foolishly holding out to each other as it comes tumbling down.

Just caught in a lie.

Just Holding out forever.

Isn't it time to let go.

All those good memories of you being there by my side.

Was it all just a lie?

Is it time to let go all those memories of you being there by my side.

Was it all just a lie? Am I the one at fault?

I guess we both are.

The feeling of separation. The heartbreak.

The depression. The ache. Oh! The ache a deep pit in your stomach that masks the loneliness.

The ache that makes you heave a breath, as, you go tripping and falling on to the ground.

With no one there to catch me when I fall. Is this what I deserve in life.

You were not there.

I admit I was not enough.

I just wanted a life of the perfect fantasy.

The feeling that we could do anything what we had ever imagined and could have reached many heights.

Well, I guess, I have to live with a broken me.

A Broken Vase. The one yet to be fixed.

I am just waiting for the perfect person who would glue me back together piece by piece.

Will I ever get fixed?

Am I moving on from your presence?

The you that cared for me is with another.

Just the feeling of heartbreak is not enough.  I just got heartbroken again. Seeing you with a smile, already moved on.

It's eating me up inside.

Remembering all the happy and carefree days. I reminiscince.

But, the past is the past. I have a future.