I don't just want you to listen.
I want you to hear the words when I speak.
My depression has risen.
My patience is at it's peak.
What do I have to do to convince you I mean it?
Six simple words but they're so hard to say.
I can scream them and shout them, but if no one listens they still won't mean shit.
I try to ignore this emotional pain, but it won't go away.
I'm drowning; or at least that's how it seems.
I beg for your help, but you're too blind to see.
You'd be as fucked up as me too if you saw what I see in my dreams.
This shit that's been haunting me just won't let me be.
I don't know what to do.
I need you to believe what I say.
I put my trust in you, feels like you're abandoning me too.
I just want to feel okay.
