Authors Note: Sorry for not posting chapters, I genuinely thought you guys weren't enjoying this story. Thank you for the feedback🦋!
I woke up with the feeling of pain everywhere on my body, my heart felt heavy and I felt as if I was paralysed it's like my eyes were glued shut together and the only way to open them was force all my strength into it. As my eyes were open it was still blurry but I knew exactly where I was, the hospital.
I could hear footsteps walking in and a voice saying.
"Look! She's waking up!" It was my mom.
My vision was slowly coming back into place as I could start to picture my moms face. I was on a hospital bed with a bright light right above my eyes, there was a doctor, my mom and Alonzo.
"H-h-hello.." I tried to speak even though it was so painful.
"Hi miss Valentino, I'm your doctor you was shot 2 days ago in the left side of your lower body in the Bronx New York"
And that's when it came back to me. The flashback.
Jalen pulling out the gun, and then everything went silent. And then Mattia who didn't stop him...
"Roxanne!" The doctor called as she could tell I was zoning out.
"Roxanne it looks like you've recovered well, you can remember who you are thank God. You will be going home soon."
I was so relieved, I hated hospitals so much, the smell, the food everything.
My mom sat down next to me and held my hand tightly.
"I love you" she said quietly.
"I love you always mama" I replied.Fast forward to home:
My head was still hurting just like the rest of my body, but I was strong I can deal with it. All of my family visited me I've never seen them so happy, my family has gone through this too many times and to see someone make it out alive they're happy for me.
At night I lay awake in my bed thinking about Mattia, why would he set me up. I've been through worse but this made me feel so different, my hearts been broken before it's like Mattia was fixing it again but now it's done my hearts shattered into a thousand pieces. I can't decide whether I'm angry or heartbroken over him I don't even know what to think anymore...I woke up the same feeling as yesterday, tired, It was 7:30 meaning I had to get up for school. I thought it would be better for me so I can keep my mind of things. I washed my face and showered and changed into my outfit:
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