gangsta lovin*mattia

Chapter 5

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I decided not to let Mattia  slide from my fingers again as I knew it would hurt me even more, I'm already giving up on everything and I just want him back in my life. Andre makes me happy too.. but as a friend. I want to know what Mattia meant so I text him back.

What do you mean
Jalen's not done with
me?

I replied. I waited an hour for him, every minute checking my phone just to see if the boy that couldn't give one care about me had the decency to reply.
And then..

Mattia:
It's nothing bad, I guess
but I care for you I don't
want anything bad happening
to you.

I laughed to myself even though I know I shouldn't be feeling like this again. I didn't reply as I wanted to hear his voice again. I started to feel bad for punching him and ignoring him.. but he hurt me. I started to question why I'm even getting myself involved in him again. But as I was thinking to myself I got cut off by an incoming call from Mattia.

Call:
"Roxanne?"
"Yeah?"
"You actually picked up" he laughed.
We carried on talking for about 20 mins until he brought up a party that Alejandro's having on Saturday (tomorrow) he told me Alejandro wanted me to come he just didn't know if I was gonna turn up with what's going on at the moment. I decided to go to the party but show up by myself as if I showed up with Mattia people would start to think something of us.
We carried on talking until it got late like we used to which was really nice of him to stay on the phone to me for so long, especially as I was being blunt with him until I heard what I wanted to hear.

"I'm sorry for everything Roxanne, I truly am you didn't deserve any of this"

The words that felt like my heart lifted up again a feeling of joy. A couple seconds of silence went by until I could move my mouth again.

"Thank you Mattia, and I guess I'm sorry for punching you in the face" I laughed.

We carried on talking trying to re-build our relationship even though I knew I couldn't let myself fall for his ways again. As it came to the early hours of the morning our conversations starting to quiet I realised Mattia fell asleep leading me to fall asleep leaving our FaceTime call on hold.

I woke up at 10:20am stretching my eyes open as the sun beamed through the blinds into my room. I got up and out on casual clothes as the party is tonight. I got a message from Mattia and we started a normal conversation which made me happier as we're growing a healthier relationship.

7:30pm:

I started to get ready for the party with my cute white dress and styled my hair⬇️.

As I had no other way to get there I had to walk it was still light out and Alejandro's house wasn't that far to mine I knew I could be safe...

I told Mattia I was leaving soon and he made sure I didn't need a ride there. I made sure as it would be nice for me to clear my head before the party not knowing what could happen next. I said goodbye to my family like it was my last it was nothing serious but ever since I got shot I can't risk anything anymore I have no idea what the future holds for me so whatever my future is I always let my family know how much I care and love for them they're the only people I can ever appreciate.
My friends Lea and Mia we're going to this party which made me feel more comfortable there. I heard music and shouting in the distance so I could tell I was close to the party I ended up outside the door being greeted my Alejandro and Kairi. Still no sign of Mattia, but the person who I didn't expect to see as I walked straight through the door.. Andre. I've been ignoring him for a whole day, it might not seem like a long time but for me and Andre from talking everyday to not talking at all.

"Hey" he said quite awkwardly.
I went in for a hug and so did he we created small talk and as I finally caught the eye contact of Mattia in the next room I made my way over to him. Letting go off Andre, it seemed to me he didn't mind and  as I made my way over there a few people said hi to me as I hugged Mattia. We carried on talking and the night went on normally. I met my friends Mia and Lea and we were having a great night. Until it went down hill at 11:20.
I was with Mia as we were dancing in the living room of Alejandro's house until my head was quickly spun by Mattia in my face shouting at me.

"You need to leave now Roxanne!"
"Roxanne! Listen to me!"

I had to much to drink so whatever he was saying was a blur to me I was near the door as it was swung open by a group of boys who I could barely see with my blurry eyesight. My heart stopping like when I was confronted by Jalen. As my eyesight came to vision it was my worst nightmare repeating itself all over again... Jalen and his boys. This was what Mattia was trying to warn me about again.Danger.Again. Jalen pulled out a gun and shot one bullet into the air causing everyone to flee the house I was grabbed into a headlock by freezing cold arms screaming for help as I couldn't let anything happen to me again.

"You ain't getting away that easy Roxanne" shouted Jalen into my ear.

I was trying to break free from his strong arms wrapped around my throat which I knew he wasn't going to let go as I was being dragged outside into the outside of Alejandro's lawn, the cold feeling touched my skin as the hairs on my arm stood up. I was being lead to a car still fighting off jalen as I heard screaming from the house Mattia run out which made Jalen let me go.

"Roxanne!" Mattia screamed from the top of his lungs as he couldn't believe what he was seeing.
As my head was spinning and I could barely walk Jalen swung round and punched me right into the head leading my cold body drop to the ground as I was being carried into the back of Jalen's car. I was frozen and I couldn't move my own body to get my self out of this heart-dropping situation. I heard Jalen's cackling laugh as I was dropped harshly into his trunk hearing people scream.
"Roxanne!" From a very familiar voice.
My head was hurting and heavy I couldn't keep it up anymore as Jalen slammed the trunk door leaving a deafening sound run through my lost brain slowly giving up. I was falling unconscious as the feeling of being kidnapped was falling upon me the guilt of showing up to this party and causing this made my head hurt even more and all the sounds from the outside were falling silent as the darkness around me suffocated me as my brain started to shut off and the feeling of pain disappeared....