Having your heart broken is a feeling i can only explain in physical pain.
The emptiness and absence.
The indescribable pain.
The phase of feeling like you weren't good enough.
the phase of being angry
the phase of missing them
and the phase of forgetting.
Oddly enough this feeling is very new to me, and as i seem to be coping well i still cry every night.
somethings take longer to heal,
like a broken heart.
when you're broken heart-ed you feel:
sadness
unworthy
hurt
numb
angry
and much more.
but what does it really mean to have your heart broken?
it could mean different things for different people, but i want to share what it means to me.
Being broken heart-ed to me means losing him, having my heart broken to me means loving him when he doesn't love me the same, being broken is seeing him happy in the halls with his head held high with friends while i walk alone. being broken is being ignored for hours when all i want is for him to tell me one day him and i will be us again. being broke to me is for him to say those words to me like i don't matter. to me being broken is breaking down on the way home from school because his song comes on. to me being broken is seeing our year worth of memories and feeling the pain in my chest re-open from healing over like a scab. to me being broken is the most painful thing i have had to feel.
they say time heals, and its been well over a month, how long will this pain linger?
the pain is dull at times but when i miss him or see him it's like a stab in my chest and reopening the wound.
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PoetryThis book is strictly about words and how they are translated through the mind of a troubled teen trying to Make it.
