**Alyssa POV**
"NO, NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING.It was a stupid accident. I didn't mean to kill her. She was trying to kill me. I'm so stupid. She was the only family member I had" I yelled to the doctor.
The doctor nodded and walked away. I slipped to the ground and started crying.
**Flashback**
"Mom, put down the knife, what are you doing?!?"I said
"I've had enough of your crap, I don't want you anymore. So you die." She replied.
"No,Mom. I'm sorry for everything" I cried.
Then mom chuckled. It doesn't matter that your sorry.". Then she came forward and failed at stabbing me. I ran to the kitchen as fast as I can and grabbed a big knife. She laughed then sighed.
"Are you gonna stab me? Come on go ahead. " she mocked me
I was angry so I stabbed her. Her eyes widened. "How dare you?" She managed to say. I did stab her. I whipped out my crappy old phone and dialed 911.
**flashback ends**
I have to go NOW. I need a knife so I can kill myself. No, I can't go back to that house. Bad memories fill it. I thought.Then I ran out of the Hospital.I ran until I was out of breath. I didn't mean to kill her. I wondered if I could have let her kill me, what would happen? She would have his my body and since I have no friends,no one else will care. Good thing I stabbed her because now there's one less bitch in the world.
I hated my mom. She was. a living hell. She drank and she smoked. When I was 9 my dad passed away. We are the typical family.I loved my mom and dad. But then one day my dad was going to his job, and he was hit by a truck. After then my mom hit me. She took the trucks anger out on me. I hated my mom after that. I had scars all over my body.
I was still running but stopped when I saw a beer bottle laying there. I slammed the bottle on the ground so it was shattered in peices.

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Forever and Always
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