crush/boyfriend daydreams ♡

i did it for you

word count: 528
a/n:
c/h/c - crushes hair colour
c/e/c - crushes eye colour
- hopefully my writing is getting better 🥺
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c/n is your best friend. you've known each other since you were little kids. you started developing feels for him in 7th grade. it was really out of the blue and you did everything to stop those feelings from consuming you whole. you forced yourself to think about how annoying he was and that he only saw you as a friend but the feelings got you. the way he smiled and joked around and how mature he was for his age. even if you wanted to tell c/n how you felt, it wouldn't go the way you wanted it to because he had a girlfriend. he was dating one of the prettiest girls in school, Anaya. every boy in school swooned over. they way she smiled and the way her haired bounced up and down when she walked, you understood why c/n liked her but it still filled you up with absolute fury and rage.

as you sit next to c/n in english, you notice that he isn't exactly his happy and humorous self today. his head is down and his c/h/c hair is in the way of his c/e/c eyes.
"hey, c/n, what's wrong ?" you ask softly. he looks at you and you can tell that he hasn't had any sleep.
"i don't really feel like talking, y/n." c/n mumbles quietly. you know something's  wrong. he could have just been tired but you have known him for the longest you could remember and the way he talked to you didn't didn't seem like he was ok.

as the bell rang, everyone gets up and c/n rushes outside. you grab your bag and binders and run after him.
"c/n tell me what's wrong or i will never talk to you again !" you threaten while he puts his stuff back into his locker, unfazed. he looks at you and pauses then goes back to putting his books in his locker. by the time c/n's done, the hallway is empty and not a single student is in sight.
"C/N DID YOU HEAR ME, TELL ME KNOW OR I WILL LITERALLY NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN." you yell out loud.
"i broke up with anaya, y/n." you look at him in sadness.
"why- what happened."
"because i like another person. i like this person so much that every time i see her with another guy. it drives me crazy. i dated another girl just to get rid of these feelings for her. it's you y/n, i did it for you. i did it because i didn't know if you liked me in that way." you look at his face in astonishment.
"you could've talked to me, c/n."
"i don't know why i didn't tell you but i just need to know if you like me b-" you cut him off with a kiss. you get scared for a split second that you made a mistake but you feel his lips crash into yours. a feeling that you had been longing for.
"does that count as a yes ?" you joke while observing his face which is inches away.
"i don't know, you tell me." c/n smirks.