Triplets (girlxgirl)

24- Voices

Jimmy POV

(1 month later)

Can we kill him?

The voice in my head asked me. We were sitting in our kitchen and the voice was trying to taunt me to kill Jessica’s boy toy. I forgot his name.

‘No’ I said to her ‘let it go’

But he’s mean to us. He’s too cocky for his own good.

Can we rip his tongue out at least?

‘NO’ I thought ‘Shut up and leave me alone’

Party pooper

I sighed and concentrated on my coffee. It was the only thing that didn’t taste like cardboard beside blood. I looked around the table; nobody was paying attention to me just how I liked it. I knew that I had an expressionless face and body posture. They couldn’t know what was happening inside my mind and I was glad. They couldn’t know how much work it was to not follow the voices demands. She never stops talking like a constant buzzing in my ears that prevented me from completely understanding what was happening around me. I just hopped I had enough strength not to kill my family.

Stop that thought girl, you know I don’t kill family. And Siana, I don’t kill her. Hmm, she’s a great toy don’t you think?

Although, Daddy and his new son in law are starting to get on my deepest nerves.

‘Everyone gets on your nerves. And Siana is more than a toy, you know that’

I know, but where is the fun in admitting that, hmm?

By the way, not everyone gets on my nerve. Most people do though.

 “Jamie” mom’s voice pierced through my conversation. “Are you ready for school?”

I nodded and started to clean my empty cup of coffee. I grabbed my bag and met my sisters outside. Mom was still nervous around me but I knew she wouldn’t throw me away. She was the one who understood best what I went through. Even my alter ego liked her.

Dad though, I didn’t really care about him. He has been trying, I’ll give him that. But it was already too late and he sometimes said things that were inappropriate. So I let him try, in hopes that I could meet him part way. Not as easy as it sounds.

And forget about Jessica’s mate. He has not spoken a word to me since the night of the massacre not to mention he barely looks at me. If it weren’t for my sister’s incomprehensible love for that idiot, I would have ended him a long time ago. Even I would have enjoyed poking his intestines with my fingers.  

I’m bored

Why can’t we do anything fun during the day? We can be subtle about it.

I ignored her as best I could. We arrived at school later than usual and my sisters pushed me to walk faster so we wouldn’t be late for the first class. I didn’t even know what we had.

Who cares?

We arrived in class before the first bell rang and made our way to our seats. I sat between Siana and Jazzy in the back of the room. Siana smiled at me before giving the teacher her undivided attention.

Do you really listen this crap?  Boring.  

I tried to ignore her annoying voice and listen to the teacher as much as I could. The problem was the teacher was not speaking loud enough to be heard over the voices. I was starting to get a headache for trying.