Jerrie Thirlwards

25.08.11

Perrie's Point of View;

OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.
I'm literally so happy right now. I've kissed Jade twice, and slept at her house. Things seem to be going quite well. I got a taxi to vocal practise and there in the hall, Jade was stood there with a bouquet of flowers, and a letter.
"Jade, I love you!" I said as she handed them over to me. Her face looked horrified when I told her I loved her, but Leigh and Jesy were in the corner smiling at me, so it all seemed okay. I opened the letter and was expecting a beautiful love letter, but this is what it said;

Perrie,
It's so hard to say this. But I'd much sooner say it in writing rather than in words. I wouldn't be able to do this vocally.
Your smile means the world to me.
Your laugh brightens my day.
Your happiness means a lot to me,
but here's what I'm afraid to say.
This stuff doesn't make me happy through love, it makes me happy through friendship. Your smile doesn't make me fall in love all over again, it makes me happy to have a happy friend. I've tried to make you happy with a kiss or two, but I just can't do that anymore. I'm into guys. I'm sorry. I'm also sorry I used to think you were a psychopath, but I'm glad we're friends now. We've bonded so easily and quickly and that means so much to me. You're the best friend I've ever had, even if we've only been friends for a day or two. I trust you with my life and I'm glad I can talk to you whenever.
Love Jadeypoo xox

I looked at Jade, and smiled through the pain. I wanted to run away and cry, but lots of friends fall in love so I decided I'd just become a closer friend to her and maybe she'll change her mind. This was so thoughtful, anyway. I hugged Jade and told her it was okay.
"Are you sure?" She whispered.
"Yes." I replied after a long sigh.
"I love you." She whispered, so quietly she probably thought I wouldn't hear.
"I love you too." I murmured.