Jerrie Thirlwards

21.08.11

Jade's Point of View;

After one more night at Perrie's, we all finally got to go home. It was like a weekend in jail. I just felt so trapped and the whole thought of the weekend was horrendous too. I wish it was just Leigh, Jesy and I in rhythmix. Perrie is really weird. Not in a good, confident, crazy kind of weird - I mean a creepy weird. She kept nudging over to me whilst we were watching the film. I swear she's plotting to kill me or something insane. I got home and cried. I thought that Leigh and I could stay in Orion, and Jesy and Perrie in Faux Pas, everything back to the happy way it was. I shouldn't have to carry on in fame with Perrie. I had to do something. Or just take a chance on Perrie...

That afternoon at vocal practise, I said hi to Perrie in a cheerful voice. She stared at me, surprised. Her cheeks flushed a bright red as she said hi back. Ugh, she is so weird. We all waited till our singing coach arrived to help us with our first song- Big Girls Don't Cry. I was so excited for the judges' houses, I had my entire outfit planned already, and guess what? I'm wearing a bowtie and a blouse. Typical Jade, haha! Anyway, we rehearsed and it sounded so good. Just 3 more nights until the judges' houses, eeeek! As we were leaving, Perrie caught my arm and asked if we could talk.
"Sure." I mumbled.
"Look, Jadey..." Ugh. Don't call me Jadey, I hate you. "You seem to be ignoring me and I get the feeling that you don't like me?"
I shrugged.
"Well we have to work this out, don't we? Come back to mine, please."
"Um, sorry, I'm busy." I blurted out, and then I ran out of the building.

What is it with that girl? I would have gone round to her house but I think she might drug me or try to kill me.
I know she won't though. What's wrong with me?