(Nicoles P.O.V)
After everyone had left, I just sat there unpacking. Maybe Abi was right. Maybe I was the mum of the group, eventhough I don't want to be. I love my friends to death but sometimes they get a bit immature and then theres me ready to tell them when to stop. The thing is, I don't really want to be the mum anymore. I want to live while I'm young. To live while I can.
With that thought in mind, I got up and grabbed a piece of paper and my sparkly green pencil and write at the top of the lined paper "TO DO LIST FOR THE SUMMER!" Then I started writing all the things I wanted to do this summer.
1. Learn how to play the guitar
2. Draw and paint a picture for my mum.
3. Get a makeover
4. Have a shopping Spree
5. Try out the gym
6. Have a football match.
7. Pull a prank
8. Don't study at all
9. Go to a REAL party
10. Have my first kiss
11. Try out different styles
12. Die my hair
13. Try out make up
14. Sing in front of everyone
My hand started to shake as I was about to write number 15 of my To Do List. Everyone says its a load of sh*t, everyone says that its not like in the movies but I want to find out. I'm scared. I'm always scared. I always have been scared. I don't want to get my heart broken. Whenever I tell people this, they say that getting your heart broken is just life and that I shouldn't worry. I just can't help myself. I looked up still in thought when something caught my eye. My reflection looking straight back at me. No one would like me anyway, I mean, I am just a nerd. A geek. That no one will ever care about.
I looked back at my To Do List and then put it to one side. I walked up to the mirror and took off my glasses. A tear fell down my cheek and I let it. No one is going to see me cry anyway so.
I stood there staring at myself for 10 minutes crying.
"I hate you" I said to myself.
"No one will ever love you"
"You are a failure"
"You've never failed a test but you have failed at life." I said sadly.
I repeated insults to myself, while crying. Tear after tear fell from my eyes, not stopping any time soon. What is the point of stopping, no one will ever love me.
I suddenly heard a knock on the door. I jumped. I looked at the door and then back at myself. I needed to get cleaned up. I wiped my face and put my glasses back on. I ran to the door and opened it wide. There standing in front of me was Liam Payne. I slammed the door straight in his face in shock. I heard a groan from the other side of the door and it instantly made me feel guilty.
I opened the door again but this time a bit more slowly. It could'nt be him.
"Sorry, I just heard crying and..." He was cut off as he saw me.
"Nicole?" He said looking as confused as I was.
"Yeah" I said opening the door wide now.
"Woah. You look so different. I mean . . . good different. I mean like . . . really good . . . different" He said looking down at his feet.
"What?" I said staring at him.
"You look good, great!" He said smiling. I giggled at how shy he was.
"Why are you here?" I said blushing.
"I was walking past and I heard crying and I wanted to see . . ." He said quickly.
"No! Why are you at camp, arn't you some big celebrity now?" I said
"Me and the boys had a 3 month break and we were bored so we came here." He said, smiling. I hate to admit it but I forgot how cute his smile was.
"It was my idea. Do you remember when we were kids and we used to come here?" He smiled, looking me straight in the eyes. Of Course I remember when we were little kids, We used to have so much fun. We would stay together the whole summer, we would never leave eachothers side. I remember the time, he fell in the mud so I copied him and that time when . . .
Something was wrong. Then it clicked, Why he left. What he done. What he left behind.
"Nicole?" He said. "I done a few things that I regret a lot. But I hope you give me a second chance."
"Uh . . ." I said, not knowing what to do.
"Hey Liam is that NUTSY NICOLE?" said a ginger girl as she walked past laughing. That nick name! How did she know about that? I was stuck in thought when...
"Cut it out, Cecelia! You will never be as beautiful as Nicole is so leave it out before you embarrass yourself." Liam said. I was shocked. How? What? Why?
"Sorry about that. She just doesn't see what I see" He said rambling on. "Oh, I mean . .. "
"Don't Worry" I said. "We can start over again but that means not telling anyone we know eachother."
"I won't tell anybody else, who don't already know" He said a little too quietly.
"Okay then. I will see you later LLEEEAAAMMM!" I said, using his childhood name.
"Bye NEEECCCKKKIIIIEEEE!!" He said, using mine.
I shut the door. I heard him cheer behind the door as I giggled. I walked over to my bucket list, grabbed my pencil and write . . .
15. Fall in LOVE
A/N: I hope this is good enough, there is a lot of drama. Me and my friend are working on the trailer and so far, its looking really good. Also , FOUR is now out and my friend and me are in LOVE with the songs on there. Anyway . . .
QOTD: Have you got FOUR? If so then, whats your favourite song?
I don't but my friend does and my favourite is probably "Where do broken hearts go?"!
NICOLE TO THE SIDE. XX
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