A story about betrayal and love. Eminems daughter falls for an unexpected love and separates from her father in an emoitonal way. The next few years of her life are crazy insane this is her story.
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To be continued....
Announcer:Here are the nominees for new artist of the year Billie Eilish, Luke combs, Jade Mathers, Lizzo and Ella Mai. The american music award goes to
They opened the envelope
Announcers:One of my favorite artists in the world Jade Mathers
My song started playing and everyone cheered and clapped and I got up and hugged Casie and Mgk and went on stage hugging the announcers. They gave me the award and I stood infront of the mic.
Me:Oh my goodness I wanna thank the amas for having me thank you to my creative team for letting me do whatever I want *smiles* uh all the time. Thank you to my fans for even making this happen. Thank You!
They all cheered and clapped and I walked down with my award and back to my seat. Mgk also won an award and then we all mingled and cardi b came over to me and hugged me.
Cardi:Congradulations
Me:*smiles* thank you
Cardi looked at Mgk and kissed his cheeks.
Cardi:Congrats on your award
Mgk:thanks
Cardi looked at Casie and back at me.
Cardi:*smiles* Just wait girl you gone mess around and give yourself baby fever
Me:*blushes* Stap
She laughed
Cardi:I'll see you later
She walked away and we continued to mingle until it was over then we left while we were in the car he looked at me.
Mgk:whats baby fever
Riley:Its when a girl be with a dude and then have a feeling like they wanna have a baby
Me:it's not gonna happen
Riley:*smiles* For now
Me:for awhile I am not tryna have a baby right now
Riley:like I said for now
We got to his house and got out and Casie hugged me.
Casie:come back soon like really soon like tomorrow
Me:*giggles* Okay I promise I'll come back soon
Then kells hugged me.
Mgk:See you around trouble maker
Me:*smiles* see yea kells
He smiled and I got in the car and left to my place here. I showered and pulled on the outfit below
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I took off my make up and I took my hair down and put it in a bun. I ate and at 10 I went to the studio. I was in the booth and I finished the rap song and I walked out of the booth and saw Kells chilling on the couch.
Me:*smiles* Hey
Mgk:*smiles* Hey
Lisa:Now you just need like 2 slow songs
David(my engineer):Wanna sift through some beats
Me:sure
He played some and I sat down next to kells and we got a beat I liked. I wrote and got in the booth and sung.
Me:Four years old With my back to the door All I could hear Was the family war Your selfish hands Always expecting more Am I your child? Or jut a charity award? You have a hollowed out heart but it's heavy in your chest I tried so hard to fight it but it's hopeless Hopeless You're hopeless Oh father, please father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go Oh father, please father Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter It's been five years Since we've spoken last And you can't take back What we never had Oh, I can be manipulated only so many times Before even "I Love You" Starts to sound like a lie You have a hollowed out heart but it's heavy in your chest I tried so hard to fight it but it's hopeless Hopeless You're hopeless Oh father, please father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go Oh father, please father Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter Don't you remember I'm your baby girl? How could you push me our of your world? Lied to your flesh and your blood Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved Don't you remember I'm your baby girl? How could you throw me right out of your world? So young when the pain had begun Now forever afraid of being loved Oh father Please father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go Oh father Please father Oh father Please father Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter For the love of a daughter
I walked out of the booth and David played it back after fixing some vocals I liked it.
Lisa:You good?
Me:Yeah
We went through other beats and I ended up writing while sitting on kells lap and he had his arm around me. Little did I know Lisa took a photo and sent it to Kells who posted it. I went in the booth.
Me:I don't got my priorities straight Don't know who I'm gonna be today I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily Something pullin', I can't get away Never livin' outside of my head I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it Maybe some day, I will gain composure Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared Cause something feels like it's weighing me down It takes control, turns my faith into doubt Even when it's all working out I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground So heavy, oh And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy I just can't take it if it ain't you who love me when I naked Fuck all my problems, wish I could solve 'em Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that way I can't get up in the morning, it's too hard if I even try it You in here to tell me, turn my anxiety into excitement Maybe one day, I will gain composure Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared 'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah It takes control, turns my faith into doubt Even when it's all working out I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground I wanna be light, I wanna be light Someone help me just feel alive Is there a potion you got I could take? I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen I'm ready now, ready now, yeah Something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah It takes control, turns my faith into doubt, hey Even when it's all working out, uh I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground So heavy There's nowhere to run If there was I'd have been there You take yourself with you You can't run from yourself fool You can't go down to the neighbor's house You can't run, you need to confront what's going on in your own house You have to confront that
I walked out of the booth and my session was over I walked out with lisa and Kells and lisa left. We ended up getting food and going back to his house.
