That horrible anger feeling, when you want to scream, break things. But can't make a sound and have to stay quiet and just scream in your mind. And you are not able to calm yourself down.
That's a horrible feeling. The feeling that I've never felt before. But when I found it now, I hate it. It tortures me.
I am angry on myself, on others.
Dissapointed.
At least, I found a way to make myself cry and let the tears out once again when I couldn't make it for almost 2 months now.
It felt like everything was already teared out and I was empty.
But now I felt dissapointment which turned into anger which caused tears.
Of course, the pain in chest is even worse when you can't do the stuff you want you want to do from that anger but that's what makes you cry.
If to think why I'm anrgy and dissapointed.
It's because I can't explain everything that's in my mind in words and others can't understand me.
Then you argue.
Which makes both of you dissapointed.
And angry.
I've never felt anger before.
This is my first time feeling it and I just wanna be alone with it so I could let it out.
