Chapter 9: Thoughts

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Srry I was watching Sander Sides (Thomas Sanders) before writing this so if this sounds like Logan or Tomas narrating- I'm Srry- that's just how it be-
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(THIS IS LIKE A FLASHBACK THING- LIKE IT CONTRIBUTES FROM THE STORY BUT ITS NOT IN THE TIMEZONE OF WHAT HAPPENED LAST CHAPER- YA KNOW???)

Trigger warning: Sad boi-, m*neta(not really causes I kinda like mineta- not hi being a perv but....)

Denki POV (thoughts)

I walked into my room, waving goodbye to the bakusquad as they continued down the hall. 

With a smile plastered on my face I continued to wave as until they were out of sight. As soon as they were out of sight I closed the door and slid down its frame, my smile slowly wavering. 

A frown formed on the face as my eyes grew dull, my gaze shifting to the ground. Tears threatened to escape my eyes as I blinked them away. My head began to pound as my thoughts grew louder. The voices of my past haunting me. 

We had just returned from a lesson with Aziawa, once again putting our quirks to the test. 

As I watched all my other classmates train I was reminded once again how weak my quirk truly was. While it might appear more useful than others in my class, it's not. 

Mineta is even stronger than me if you think about it. Why, he can immobilize a target, even if he's about to wet his pants. 

What can I do... I can't shock them, cause it can cause harm to the people surrounding them. And even with my hero equipment, what if I miss like I did during the licensing exams. And the quirk drawbacks... instead of immobilizing my target, I might immobilize MYSELF! What hero does that! 

After Midoria breaks his bones, he can still keep fighting till the very end. Even when mineta bleeding, he can still use his quirk. Even after kirishima can't harden anymore, he can still run out for backup or to save some civilians. My quirk can't let me do anything... I just go brain dead and I can't stop it. 

No matter how much training I go through. No matter how hard I try to stop it. I just can't....

I-

I'm...

I'm not cut out to be a hero...

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this is just a filler, kinda showing you what's going on in his mind- I have ideas but words... there so hard-

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