im not ready. its coming too fast. something bad is going to happen soon, something really bad. i can feel it. im scared. i dont want to get hurt, i dont want any one to get hurt. i wish it could just end. i wish i could feel the sweet release of death. i have recently considering actually killing myself( but my dirty ass mind lowkey wants the kinky before death lol). i want to go home, not my house, but home. somewhere i could feel happy,comfortable,and safe. there is nothing left of this world for me. i am not needed.
