UGH. I CANT DO THIS SHIT ANYMORE. ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE. IM ONLY FUCKING 12 WHAT THE HELL. I CANT DO THIS I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT I JUST I I HWAT THE HELL MAN.. I JUST CANt i cant i cant.. i cant CONTINUE DEALING WITH EVERYONES BULL SHIT. I DONT WANT PEOPLE WORRIED ABOUT ME, I DONT DESERVE IT I JUST EKMDDM im giving up i cant fucking do this im at my breaking point i want help, no i need fucking help. I miss her, i miss her so much. I just want to be with her so much right now. I want her to just hold me while I sob into her chest as she cries with me.I love her so much.. I want to end my life so badly but what about them all. I care too much. I only think of others and never myself. I dont care about my self, I fucking hate myself to shreads. My mother thinks otherwise, saying im so damn "self centered" and shit. I just wish I could get the sharpest, most beautiful knife, and slit my wrist, legs, neck, everything. Just watch my blood slowly drip and roll down my body, painfully. But hey, ignore that for now,back to her. I just wish to be with her. im wearing her hoodie, so that kinda helps comfort me I guess.
