🦋 Butterfly and Sunshine 🌞 (Tamaki X Mirio)

Chapter 6: Hurt

When Hado and Tamaki arrive at the hospital, they were told family only and no friends until he wakes up. Tamaki felt crushed and Hado felt sad and understood the situation. 

They both decide to go home instead of the dorms, and they both still felt uneasy about Mirio.

Tamaki came home seeing his parents asleep on the couch, watching the news, and probably waiting for him. Tamaki went to his parents, covering them with a blanket and turning off the tv. He left and went to his room, he closed the door behind him. 

He collapses before reaching his bed, tears were coming down and he felt his breath getting too fast.

The voice spoke.

"You know it your fault, right?" 

Tamaki didn't say anything.

The voice spoke again.

"Your sunshine is gone now... You hurt him!" 

Tamaki tried to get up from the ground but failed.

"Aww, trying to get up? Pathetic..."

Tamaki stayed there sobbing quietly, feeling his whole body becoming weak.

How does he make the pain go away?

"The pain won't go away until you make it go away"

Tamaki got up from the ground and started stumbling to his desk.

He looked around his desk making a mess and found some scissors. He grabs it and stares at it coldly, his eyes reflect off the metal part. He told himself he wouldn't do it again but what other option?

He looks at his wrist wondering where to put it. He breathes in and out, he felt his whole body shaking and his mind went blank.

About to he sighs and looked at his clock it was already midnight and he doesn't want his parents to worry.

But what can he do?

"Tamaki!"

He heard a voice and looked around before seeing Mirio on his bed smiling at him.

"What are you doing?" Mirio asked.

"I-I..." Tamaki choke out and went to him.

"There... There.." Mirio said hugging him and patting his head.

"I-I thought I lost you... I need you..." Tamaki said crying.

"Silly! I am here! You didn't lose me. Here take this." Mirio said and gave him the stuffed animal.

Tamaki accepts it and felt the warmth and love from it.

"Don't hurt yourself, Tamaki. I love you so much! So please take care of yourself!" Mirio said and left a kiss on his head.

Tamaki nodded and open his eyes seeing it wasn't real but it felt so real to him.

Tamaki got up and lay on his bed holding the stuffed animal close to him until an idea popped into his head.