My Hidden Love for you (Raglak)

CHAPTER-3

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He descended the stairs  expecting Ragini to be in Kitchen preparing a tea for him. "Her tea was the most testy tea he ever tastiest tea he ever drank" Laksh smiled at his own thought.

He  found all his family members feeding sweets to each other. "finally I'm happy. Now that witch got lost. Now I will make swara as my bahu and my son will live a happy life" Annapurna's words made him shatter. He felt like someone stabbed him straight into his heart.

"Haan ma, now no one can desperate my Laksh from me" Swara said and blushed which made Laksh burn in anger.

Laksh felt as the ground beneath him cracked. He stumbled and held the railing for support.  He can't feel his heart beating anymore. His mind can't posses the thought that his Ragini left him. "No this is another nightmare of me, my Ragu can never leave me. She loves me and can't live without me, she is my Ragu, she won't leave me along among this psychopaths" Laksh brushed his thoughts when reality striked him hard.

He rushed back to his room and opened his wardrobe only to find that remained unchanged. He left a sigh when he found her belongings on it's place.

He heart skipped a beat when his eyes got a glimpse of the dressing table. His soul cracked when he found her nuptial chain there along with the divorce papers signed by her on the table.

She left him. His Ragini left himn alone in this he'll to dwell alone.

He felt week and stumbled. He took those divorce papers and a paper fell down from her hand grabbed his attention.

He took that in his hand. His eyes scanned those words written by ragini.

"laksh....

Yesterday you confused me by your behaviour laksh. I don't know what you felt about that. But last day was the most happiest day in my life. The things I wished for all over my life was yesterday.

I'm not sure that It's my hallucination or real but today I saw a love when you covered me with duvet. I saw a kind of pain when you saw me cry. I felt like flying in sky when that happened. But I was the worst wife one would ever get. I learned that laksh I can never able to be a good wife or bahu. I don't want to burden you laksh.

I love you laksh and I wish you to move on from me laksh. I'm just a obstacle in your life laksh. Just get over me.

Just consider me as a nightmare which ended in an unexpected way. Live your life Laksh, you deserves someone better some one worthy of your love!find her and marry her Laksh, be happy as always.

Yesterday I saw a glint of love in your eyes yesterday laksh. I wish it was true. Even if it was then trust me laksh.

Right things not said in right time is also wrong. And this is the wrong timing laksh. I wish I could have seen the same feel few days back. But I'm not sure about my life after this.

I always dreamt of living in this house as your wife laksh. I dreamt about carrying your child. I wished to grew old with you. But can't live this life laksh. Can't just live with this guilt. I spoiled your life laksh that guilt will kill me. That will chase me till I die. That guilt will burn me like an acid Laksh.

I may strong enough to give my mother's place to someone else,
I may strong enough to give up my love for someone else,
I may strong enough to kill and kidnap for my love,
But I'm not strong enough to live with this guilt
I'm not strong enough to witness your hate as you remember my deeds..