My Rebel

Message Sent 10:30 pm

"I like you"

The feeling of weight being lifted off my shoulders, but the sudden anxiety that I felt with in me.

Message From Luke 10:32 pm

" like like?"

Really we are not in elementary you know exactly what I mean. What ever.

Message Sent 10:33 pm

"Yes I like like you"

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"What's he going to say, I'm so scared" I whimpered

"I'm so freaking proud of you, he likes you so much. I know he does" my best friend Alanna shouted with happiness

"How the hell would you know!?" I yelled with question

"Shh, no need to yell, because you two are so close it's so freaking cute"

"That doesn't mean shit Alanna, my personality is great but... It's like a sister type to guys"

"You---

* PING! *

"Oh my fuck, Alanna I'm so scared"

"I'll read it!"

"No Alanna, this is between him and I"

Message From Luke 10:36

"Well you're kinda like my sister. So I don't like you like that"

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I want to cry so fucking bad, I love this kid so much.

I should have known, he liked me last year and I never took that chance.

I'm a fuck up.

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"Oh my god, WHAT DID HE SAY!?!?" Alanna squealed

"I got sister carded, shitty"

I said with a unemotional tone

"Aww sweetie he's missing out, you're so beautiful an---

"Alanna I don't need that shit, I'm fine. I think I'm gonna head home"

"You don't have to, I mean Jake is coming over"

Ugh Jake, her sweet heart. I mean hey the guy isn't bad at all. Just sucks being that single one who didn't get her man.

"Yeah, I need to head home. Bye"

Message Sent 10:40

"Yeah, just sucks I lost my chance"

Message From Luke 10:42

"Yeah, well since you didn't want to take it. I thought the hell with it I'll ask out Alanna"

Message Sent 10:44

"Really Luke, you just had to say that?"

Message From Luke 10:46

"You're right, I'm sorry. But you have helped me so much, this thing won't wreck our friendship."

I started walking away.

"Okay, bye Edeth. I FREAKING LOVE YOU!!" Alanna screamed

I just kept walking.

I silently cried.

Message sent 10:49

"I feel like shit Luke"