PRINCESS (H.S) - ON PAUSE

3. I Cant Just Be Friends

6 months later:
PRINCESS POV:

"Princess come on just move" Cameron laughs. "I can't it's too hard" I complain like a two year old even though I'm 15. "Don't be dramatic it's not that hard" he laughs again. "Stop laughing at me! Skating is hard" I was currently in a field behind my high school where they made a skating rink with my best friend Cameron. "Okay fine, here I'll help you" he skates over to me and grabs me by the waist while I put my hand on his shoulders. "One foot infront of each other, yeah just like that" Cameron was a great friend. I knew him since I was born since our moms were friends Maybe we were a little more than friends with the stuff he'll say to me. He knew about everything that happened and he was always there for me when my brother wasn't. "You know one day I'm going to marry you" he would tell me at least everything I would see him. "Yes I know you've been telling me this since we were six" I roll my eyes at him. "I know, I just don't want you to forget" he smiled back. "I love you" "I love you too" I did love him. I loved him so much. And I knew he loved me and that we were more than friends. He wasn't like the other boys in our city. He was patient, never rushed anything. He leaned in so our lips were almost touching. "Please cam" I would say. Then he would pull back and say " Don't worry we have all the time in the world, I want it to be special"

With his face In my mind I woke up. And I cried. I cried because of the pain I felt when I lost him. I cried because i missed him. I cried because I loved him so much. And I cried because he didn't deserve what happened to him

Over the last few months my dreams were not that bad which I was thankful for. My brother and I both also released our album which got a lot of attention.

After that incident with Harry a few months ago thing went back to normal. I would now consider him one of my best friends. Sure it was awkward at first but we quickly got over it.

However I feel like Harry is still might have feelings for me. He tries every now and then but I always end up rejecting him. It has nothing to do with him, it's me. I'm not capable of loving anyone anymore. I just can't. It's also not fair to Harry to be with someone so broken as me. And I really do like him. He's so great to me. But every time I feel like giving in I have to remind myself who I really am.

Today I'm going on BBC radio with nick Grimshaw. Sure I'm used to this by now but I always get nervous that they will bring up something from my past. I don't like talking about and I don't think I ever will.

As I got there, I was introduced to nick. Then we quickly sat down and set up to start.

"Hello everyone! Welcome back, today I'm joined with the one and only Princess" he sort of screams in his mic

"Hello Everyone" I smile my best and try to sound excited.

After talking for a few minutes he finally brings up a subject that's always awkward for me to talk about.

"Okay, so I have to ask. Is there anything going on between you and mr Harry Styles" of course, everyone seems to think we are something more. That's what I hate. I hate that everyone is convinced that they know everything about my life.

"Other than a friendship, no" I laugh back trying not to seem annoyed. Every interview I have they always ask about Harry.

"Are you sure? Because In this photo shows you guys looking closer than friends" he smirks. The picture was taken when we went to the movies last week. It was cold and I didn't brings my jacket neither did Harry so he's arm was wrapped around my shoulder. Okay I admit the picture looks like we are more than friends but we aren't. Every one made a big deal out of nothing when someone leaked these pictures.

"Yep I'm sure, we are just friends, it was a cold night and neither of us had I jacket" I stated.

The interview dragged on but it wasn't completely horrible because we did play some games and I ended up prank calling my brother which was actually funny.