it will never be the same. My smile. The day I left broke us. Broke me. Broke my life into 1000 pieces. I tried my best to pick up every single piece to put them back into your hands. You didn't want them. I'd already done the damage. I broke your trust. I couldn't do anything about it. I promise you I tried. I smile now and it feels wrong. You're not by my side anymore. I no longer wear my heart on my sleeve. You're not mine anymore... but I'm still yours. I will always be yours. God I wish you knew the pain I've caused myself. What hurts more is that I did it to you. I love you with every ounce of my being. I was so weak to think that was the only escape. Now I'm here. In the one situation I promised us both we'd never be in. My heart hurting every second. Yours broken. My smile will never be the same.
I love you.
