my heart is on hold. That's what happens when you're in love right? You wait for your significant other to be ready? What happens when they're never ready. 5 months and you say things that baffle me to my core still. 5 months and for some reason that's not enough for you to believe I love you. 5 months and you can't realise that telling me you liked her made me feel like nothing. You said you loved me but "had feeling" for a girl you talked so much smack about to me. That made me feel like nothing. Maybe I deserved that though. Maybe deep down you knew I needed to fend for myself and that's why you did it. I don't believe that. You know me inside out. Better than most of my closest friends. You can't deny that you know how I feel. You said it yourself. So why do you act like you mean nothing to me, when I've told you so many times I'm every way I could possibly think of that I love you? I care about you more than myself. I would die for you. I would do anything to make you happy. Sometimes things aren't enough for people, but stop lying to yourself. All it does is break us both down again. My heart will always be on hold for you, no matter what.
I love you.
