chapter 1

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Caroline's POV.

Hi let me introduce my self im Caroline Reynolds im a tomboy and im 14 and before you ask yes I am Carter Reynolds sister.

Yea and don't say

"oh so your his sister you must come out in alot of his vines and you must me soo popular in school because of that",

.........No.

Its quite the opposite I am NOT popular I get bullied By the populars.

And I never came out in his vines because ill just get more hate and I have enough of that in school.

...I mean he asks me if I want to but I always say no.

Ok moving on I go to woodrow jr. High im an eighth grader with average grades ,and im in the school football team and yea I know your saying,

'but your a girl'

Yea I know I basically had to force them to put me on the team, but im pretty good if I do say so myself

so my mom and dad got a divorce about two years back and my mom got remarried recently and my dad has a pretty cool girlfriend.

But my mom always used go away on business trips and leave me and my step dad alone so he used that time to beat me.

After that I started cutting . At first it was really pain full but after a while it felt good to let the pain out.

One day he took it too far and he took it too far he raped me.

Shortly after my mom found out so she called the police and got a divorce.

What really hurt was that carter wasnt there when any of that happened .

He was with his friends all year on tour.

But during when all of that happened I've tried to die about 2 times .I mean whats a life worth living for if u hate it.Nothing.

But one of those trys succeeded partially.

I was pronounced dead for an hour then I came back for some reason .

And carter doesnt know any of this shit hes too busy being famous with his friends and not giving a damn about his family.

I mean I love him and all but he should be there more ,but I guess its better off if he doesnt know.

* Back to present time WOOSH *

"Still caroline's POV"

I was walking around my house when (a potato flew around my room XD jk keep reading) my mom started racing around picking up random trash from the floor and mumbling weird shit.

"MOM!!!!! " I screamed, "Wtf are you doing".

"Honey dont scream " she said STILL cleaning ," carters coming over and hes bringing his friends tomorrow".

Well.......crap.

(Im not gonna say "she said " "I said " that often bcuz it gets annoying)
"Really!?!?" I said

"Yes now help me clean "

"O'kep"

*after "5 hours" of cleaning(it was only about 1hr)*

"Finally imma go take a shower 'night mom "

"Night sweetie thx for helping me clean"

"No prob mom"

Wow cant wait till tomorrow (-_-) *note sarcasm*

( ik short chapter but its sunday nd midnight so tomorrows monday and that = school ill be sure to update often bye luv u lots

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