~On My Own~

The plan

~Stevens pov~

After listening to music and bawling my eyes out and sobbing into my pillow I was so tired and drained as fuck that my eyes were half-lidded and I was yawning like crazy but I still force
myself to stay awake....

I have been up for hours with no sleep and I get cranky as hell with no sleep!!!

It is 4:55 in the FUCKING morning
Ugh!!! I'm just not in the mood to get out of the bed but I have to if I want to get a early start to my day I legit had to drag myself out of bed and had to change my clothes in my closet and I had to drag myself down the stairs I headed to the bathroom to brush my curly brown hair and brush my teeth I looked in the mirror at myself I looked awful I had black bags under my eyes and when I looked at how dirty I was and smelled myself I stinked really bad I decided to strip out of my clothes and pull open the shower
Curtains and adjust the faucets!!

I felt the warm water spray down on me it felt good and relaxing
I used some axe shampoo and conditioner and some mens body wash to get rid of the nasty and disgusting odor from my body finally I scrubbed real good and rinsed all the shampoo and conditioner out of my hair and turn off the shower faucets.

I stepped out of the tub and grabbed a towel to dry off and I
Put on my underwear and my ripped jeans and my robe I tied the thing around my waist and stepped outside the bathroom
I decided to make me a good balanced breakfast like a omelet
And a bowl of grits I haven't had a good meal like this in a while because I quitted to be a vegatarian and I have had protein shakes and stuff like that this is the first time in a while that I actually had a good breakfast!!! I would have made together breakfast but the gems are still in their rooms doing whatever... I sighed heavily again it was still dark outside I would imagine it's 5AM by now I need to come up with a plan then I can put my plan into action I'm trying to think of where I want to go but I don't know where I wanna go

Maybe I could take the dondai
and go somewhere and I could use the money dad gave me for gas money I could probably get a hotel for a few days as long as Im far away from my home and beach city where there is no gem activities going on... Then it is settled I'm gonna try and leave at 6:50 but first I'm gonna get some sleep!

I walk over to the couch and plop down it I try to adjust myself and I was trying to find a comfortable position finally all that food hit the spot I closed my eyes and fell asleep in no time at all

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