The gems were stunned as I walked out the door but I didn't care how they felt they pretend to care but they never have truly cared about me so why should I care about how they feel! I'm completely fed up with their bullshit!
They are so stuck in their ways! All they care about is my mother Rose/Pink !!!
They claim to be protectors of the earth and they claim to love and protect me but I find that a load of bullshit!!! I have been suffering day in and day out with depression and separation anxiety eating me up! Not once have they ever bothered to ask
"Hey are you okay?" They are so blind
and can't even understand how I fucking feel!!! I just can't take it anymore!! I'm done! I'm over it!!!
As I was thinking angrily to myself I could hear the gems in the distance.
Pearl: Steven you have every right to be angry but please don't leave! Not like this!
Garnet: Steven please don't go!
Amethyst: Bro you can't just leave!
I turned around I was so angry that I felt like I was going to explode!
Me: *angrily* Watch me!
I can hear crying and sobbing in the distance I hopped inside the car and put the key in ignition and I put the car in D for drive and I drove off! As I looked in my mirror I seen the gems hugging each other and sobbing uncontrollably a part of me felt guilty and wanted to drive back but I told myself that this is for the best after all I'm not leaving forever probably for a few days or maybe a week I dunno I just need a break and that argument only made matters worse!
*Sighs* It's gonna be a long journey ahead...
Maybe I can listen to Sadie and Shep's song... I dunno
*Puts the tape in the slot and pushes the play button*
*Cries and sobbs*
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~On My Own~
FanfictionInspired by @XxFallen_GodxX 's new upcoming story in 2020 "GONE" Steven is trying to get away from just about.... well everything in general and he is trying to ease his stressed mind he is exhausted and physically and mentally drained from everythi...
