"Bam where yu been??" Tammi asked me
"Home I wasn't feeling good.." They dnt know about me cuttin or my depression I would like to keep it tht way..
"Ooo... Well let a bitch kno NXT time cuz I was worried... " tammi said...
I jus laughed and walked to class... My first 2 classes went by smoothly ... I jus couldn't get over the kiss ... By lunch time Percy and his crew were at school actin crazy as usual
"Bam I'm bouta whoop yu.." Percy said
"For why... Wht I did??" I asked
"Them jeans is too tight " he said.. I laughed and put my hand on my hip
"Yu bought me these jeans " he laughed sarcastically "well ima take them back... YA ass poking out too much ... " He said... I looked back and laughed "you right thts why ima keep them..." I said... " Iight keep playin ima burn them bitches.." I shook my head... I noticed this girl walkin over to where we were she was pretty she was small had long hair... She had a paper in her hand... "Hi I'm Jessica .." She said to Percy ... "Sup ma...how yu doin.. " He said making her blush I jus rolled my eyes and he hit my leg... " Fine ... I'm havin this party Friday and I would love for yu to come.." She said handing him an invitation I'm guessing... "Cool ...ima come thru " he said with a smile... she looked like she was about to die... She jus walked away smiling ... I jus looked at him " wht !?" He said smilin " I didn't say nothin " I said... The bell rung and it was time for 4 hour ... Tht kiss from rasta been in my mind all day ... I was so busy drawing I didn't even see him sit down ...
" Hey" he said I looked up at him and smiled ... I was drawing this tiger with roses and veins in the background .. "Thts dope.." He said " you think so ... It could be better .." I said... My phone had vibrated so I looked it was from Britt
La' Britt: who was tht girl tht was talking to Percy
Me: Jessica she invited him to a party
La' Britt: Yu goin??
Me: prolly not...
I was about to finish my drawing when I noticed rasta was finishing it for me...
I jus watched him.. when he was finished he passed it back ... " So yu jus gonna take my shit... " I said makin him laugh... Then stare at me "there yu go again wit tht... " I said smiling and lookin at him ... "Why yu do tht" he jus smiled and looked away... I shook my head and got up to turn my drawing in... My phone vibrated
Unknown : Cuz yu beautiful ... I get lost in it... And I cnt help it... Them dimples hypnotize me
I smiled and turned around... "How yu got my number " I asked sittin back in my seat... He smiled "I got my ways.." I shook my head I saved his number... I took his phone and a had my own photo shoot in his phone... He got in some of them too... Then the bell rung ... I gave him his phone and walked out... I was done for today so went and met up wit deann... She was telling me about her new neighbor she had a crush on while walking to the car.. "Who is tht girl??" Deann asked as I looked up rasta was kissin some girl in front of his car .... "Idk never seen her before " I said... Lowkey my feelings was hurt... But he wasn't mine so I really couldn't get mad... Being tht he parked right across from me... I cleared my throat walking by when he saw it was me he looked surprised... I jus mugged him slightly and went to my car... He was still looking at my car while the girl tried to get his attention ... I was off today so I dropped deann off at her house and I went home ... I was cleaning my room when my phone went off it was a txt
Rastaman: can we talk
Me: talk I'm listening
Rastaman: no like face to face
Me: I guess... Meet me at the park
Thts where I went to clear my head... It was only 1 o clock so kids was still in school...when I pulled up at the park I didn't see rasta car so I jus went to the swings ... Jus sittin a lot of stuff was goin thru my head.... Why he leadin me on??? Why I'm upset and he not my dude??... I was caught up in my thoughts I didn't even notice him until he pushed me...
"Hey" he said pushing me on the swing... "Sup" I said being nonchalant ... He stopped the swing and stood in front of me..." I kno yu saw me earlier... And it's not wht yu think.." I smirked and laughed a lil "yu ain't gotta explain yaself to me.... It's cool.." I said gettin up from the swing... I tried to move past him but he pulled me back and had a strong grip on my waist... "No it's not ..and I gotta make sure yu not mad at me.." I looked at him like he was crazy "nah I ain't mad .. Why would I be.. Yu ain't my dude... So it's cool..." I said he looked hurt by wht I said... "Is tht all yu wanted to talk about" I said finally breaking free of his grip and crossing my arms over my chest... "Yea I guess" he said "well iight im bouta go" I said walkin past him to my car .... He lead me on .. Smh at myself ... My feeling was hurt but I gotta shake it off... I ended up goin to PERCY house ... I used the key he gave me ... I saw he was counting money at the kitchen table.... "Hey bamm.... " He said still countin.. " Hey" I said walkin to the kitchen to get a orange... he looked up at me ... I'm guessing he was reading me " talk to me .. Whts wrong?"
" I caught feeling for a person and got them hurt... I misunderstood actions and my feelings got hurt Thts all... I'm good tho " I said eatin my orange... I looked up and PERCY had a goofy smile on his face " umm why yu lookin like tht.." I said laughin a lil "Cuz ima sexy ass dude... Tomorro Friday ... We goin to the party and yu gone have fun... I give yu permission to get waisted ... " He said making me laugh hard... " I guess" ... " Thts his loss... Yu a good female .. Ok.." He said lookin at me.. I shook my head... I heard the door a in walked rasta... Lord why cnt I jus have a moment without him... " He stay here?? " I asked PERCY since he was walkin up the stairs " yea since we do business together.."
"Well I'm bouta go home.. Ima see yu tomorro.." I said walkin out the door... Once I got home I went and took a nap...
