devil in me//joshler

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gunsforduns:
you doin' okay?

tylerscarnation:
i'm alive, aren't i?

gunsforduns:
i'm being serious.
unless that's a
serious answer...

tylerscarnation:
my bad.
yeah, i'm fine i guess.
why do you ask?

gunsforduns:
i saw your post
today.

tylerscarnaton:
oh.

gunsforduns:
who is "gerard way"?

tylerscarnation:
he was my best friend.

gunsforduns:
was?

tylerscarnation:
he died three years ago
today.

gunsforduns:
i'm so sorry, ty.
how old was he
when he, y'know.

tylerscarnation:
20.

gunsforduns:
do you mind if
i ask you how
he died?

tylerscarnation:
it's totally fine, dude.
suicide, an overdose.

gunsforduns:
that's gotta be hard,
i'm so sorry tyler.
i'm here for you,
i hope you always
know that.

tylerscarnation:
thanks joshie.

gunsforduns:
of course
ty guy :)

tylerscarnation:
but you wanna know
what's fucked up about
it all? it makes me sick
to my fucking stomach.

gunsforduns:
hit me with it.

tylerscarnation:
i was in his apartment
when he died.
i was blacked out on
his floor when he
overdosed.

gunsforduns:
oh, i'm so sorry
tyler.
i really have no clue
what to say.

tylerscarnation:
don't say anything.
i could've saved him,
but i was fucking blacked
out drunk.
i'm so fucking stupid and
useless.

gunsforduns:
do.
not
ever.
say.
that.
you hear me?

tylerscarnation:
i can't hear you,
we're texting.