FADED LOVE (Gomez Series #1)

CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE

CHAPTER 35: FLASHBACK

ASA'S POV

I'm getting worried and worried about Cylyne, especially when she admits that she got jealous well she never admit pero yun yung dating.

Will she still forgive me? pag sinabi ko ang totoo, na nung una ay pinag lalaruan ko lang sya at ngayon ginagamit ko na sya? hindi ko naman pwedeng itanggi na hindi ako sakanya na papalapit.

Nasa terrace ako ng bahay namin naka titig sa kawalan, nagng biglang may nag salita sa tabi ko.

"Lalim naman ng iniisp mo" napalingon ako si Ate, I just smirked. "Is it about Karlyne? balita ko nandito na sya ulit at same school" aniya pa.

"Maybe" I said, binalot kami ng katahimikan hanggang sa may na isip akong itanong. "Ate what if you find out na ginagamit ka lang ni Dax, ano ang mararamdaman mo?" I asked out of knowhere, naramdaman ko naman na nilingon nya muna ako bago sya tumingin din sa kawalan at saka nag salita.

"Tinatanong pa ba yan, of course masasaktan" aniya.

"Pero san ka masasaktan, ang malaman na pinag lalaruan ka lang nya o ang malaman na ginagamit ka lang nya?" I asked.

"Syempre malaman na ginagamit nya ako, you will never know Asa what it feels like to be a rebound, girls will understand and some boys but not you, kung may ginagamit kang babae better na tigilan mo na because it can cause so much damage to that girl, yung pinag laruan ka okay lang well masakit oo pero mas madaling mawawala yung sakit kasi maybe pinaglaruan ka dahil you're just too immature" aniya. Pareho kaming naka tingin sa kawalan. "Don't think too much As sundin mo na lang to" aniya at tinuro ang chest ko at saka ako tinalikuran. "Goodnight" aniya at umalis na.

Then maybe hindi nga ako mapapatawad ni Cylyne oras na malaman nya ang totoo, but yeah we got to admit that it's true na walang secretong hindi nabubunyag.

But what can I do? she's the only one I can use against Karlyne, Karlyne is happy with her life while me? here still suffering, playing god damn girl heart! because I cannot forget about her! because I can't think on the fact that she's happy with someone else while me here! still stuck!

Pumasok na ako sa kwarto ko at nag bukas ng message I don't know why but I want to see Cylyne. Yeah I know it's late but I will still try kasi diba what if she's still awake.

I tried to video call her, naka lima akong try hanggang sa sinagot nya yun at sa tingin ko nagising ko sya, she looks so tired very tired.

"Hey are you okay? did I wake you?" I asked.

"No, yeah it's fine" aniya. "It's late bakit ka napa tawag?" she asked.

"Ah nothing I just missed you" I said.

"Still thinking about Karylyne and our fight?" oh come on how could she know? "Don't think of it often, I know you still love her but it's okay to me kasi ang importante you stay with me, nakaka gago diba? antanga ako, pero Asa ang totoong nag mamahal nasasaktan" she said, hindi naman ako maka salita. "Talk to her maybe she's got a reason, if she left you before then maybe madami kang gustong itanong sakanya, As I can tell you love her kasi nasasaktan ka, nasasaktan ka na makitang masya sya habang ikaw hindi, but yeah wag na tayo ngayon mag drama it's late" aniya.

"Sorry love, I love you susunduin kita bukas" I said, tumango naman sya. "Sorry again love matulog kana I love you good night" I said at saka pinatay ang tawag.

Ang totoong nag mamahal nasasaktan.

Nagpa ulit ulit sa aking ulo ang mga sinabi nya, why she's like this? ang galing nyang mag salita yung matata uhan ka yung tatagos sa puso mo yung tatamaan ka talaga.