'Till I met you

Alone

•Chapter Five•
•Alone•
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Harley's P.O.V
Blood.
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It's beautiful isn't it?

Especially when it pours down your wrists and down to the floor, painting it ruby red.

It keeps dripping.. like a broken faucet. It keeps dripping non-stop.

I slid down the bathroom floor, watching my wrists as it oozed out the bright liquid. I smiled bitterly, I deserve the pain, I deserve the sadness, I deserve to be alone..

Suddenly, a knock was heard across the room, I quickly hid the razor, washed out the blood from my wrists and wrapped them in bandages. I pulled down my sleeves and got a towel hanging from the hanger and wiped the red liquid on the floor. Once I finished, another knock was heard, more urgently this time, "Mr. Harley, your friends have come to see you." I replied, "Ah yes, tell them to wait a minute alright?" I sighed as I heard the maid's footsteps retreat slowly.

'You should've told the maid to tell the others that you don't need them... especially when they certainly dont need you.'

I bit my lip, trying to take away the painful thoughts swarming across my head.

'Not. Now'

'Just accept it Harley..

Gritting my teeth, a tear rolled down my cheek. I leaned on the wall for support and sighed once again, trying to calm myself down.

,'You know that they never really wanted to hang out with you... they just want to see you cry and break down when they decided that they've had enough of you... they never wanted to be your friend, no one ever will'

I took a deep breath and wiped out the tear and went outside, smiling at the maids and butlers that passed by. I head downstairs to the front door where Harith and the others stood talking amongst each other while they waited for me.

"Hey it's Harley!" Nana smiled as she saw me going down the stairs, "Mornin' Harley" Harith winked, causing me to blush and hide my face away from the leonin,. Aww's and coo's where heard as Harith chuckled, tucking a piece of my hair behind my earlobe, "You're cute you know that" Blushing—again— I shooed him away, pouting and crossing my arms from embarrassment "Sh-shut up you idiot! I'm not cute!" I huffed.

'You know they're gonna hate you for that right? You act like a child, that's probably one of the things they hate about you—scratch that, they hate everything about you. Harith doesnt even like you, heck, no one will, so don't get your hopes up cause in the end you'll die alone.'

"-ley, Harley! Hey! Are you ok? Is there something wrong?" I snapped out off my thoughts when someone waved at my face, I looked to see Nana and everyone, their face clearly said that they were worried.

"Don't worry I'm fine.. I was just thinking that's all." I smiled at them dismissively

"Ooookaaaay then... anyway! Let's get some ice cream!"

"YEAH!"

They cheered as they walked out, I sighed and frowned. God, why do I make such a fool of myself..

'Because you are a fool you idiot! Now look what you've done! You make them awkward, now no one will talk to you cause you're such a dumbass. They shouldn't have befriended you... you were better off alone.'