"For God's sake, why we should wake in 4 a.m?" Wendy asked.
"We will go to lake, unnie" Y/n said.
All of them now wake, correction by forced.
"Can't we go there when the sun has rising?" Rose asked. They still sleepy because last night they have movie marathon, of course Y/n have sleep first.
"We go there to see sunrise, if we go there-"
"What? Sunrise?" Jisoo asked.
Y/n just nodding and smile.
"No, we not go there for sunrise" Jennie said seriously.
"What? Why?"
"Because last time you brought us to see sunrise, you left us"
Y/n silent hear that. It's true that what Jennie said.
"I-i know, i am sorry unnie, but after we see sunrise we still together right? You all still here, i am still here" Y/n trying to make them believe.
They still silent, they just afraid that what had happen before, happen again.
"You know i just want to show you the lake because the lake is my favorite place in here, it's beautiful when you see sunrise in there, and after that we can fishing, so tonight we will have barbeque, and-"
"Okay we go there but don't make us hate sunrise, Bae Y/n."
Irene make Y/n speechless, and they leave her for get ready. Meanwhile Yeri hug her and her best friend just smile at her.
The lake 10 minutes from the house, they walking from the behind. The moon and the stars still shine in the sky.
Y/n who walk in behind, suddenly feel something fall from her nose. She wipe it.
And she realized that she have nose bleed, she wipe it quickly so no one could see it.
This is danger if they saw it, they will tell go back to the house. And she should take a rest.
She look up, pretending look at the stars.
"The sky is so beautiful, right?" Yeri asked, make Y/n just nodding and focus her walk.
When they arrived in the Lake, it still dark and they should turn on the lamp.The mat is settle and they sat, they also bring the foods to breakfast.
One hour later when the sun will shine and the light showering the lake. They amazed with this moment.
"Woahh. Amazing"
Because they didn't their phone, so they just capture it in their eyes and mind.
"Beautiful, right?" Y/n asked.
Sana who sat beside her look at her and smile, but her smile faded.
"Y/N, YOU HAVE A NOSEBLEED!" She shouted make everyone look at Y/n. And of course Y/n with that, she wipe it quickly, but her head so dizzy.
"I-it's fine unnie"
After said that she fainted make everyone panic and Baekhyun quickly carried her to the car.
Everyone arrived in a small hospital in the village, Y/n in the emergency room, handled by the doctor.
The girls crying, meanwhile her best friends confused why Y/n fainted, yes Y/n often nosebleeding but not fainted.
They trying to calm the girls.
"Fuck you Y/n, you make us hate sunrise" Irene said and wipe her tears.
Suddenly the doctor out from the room makes they stand up, that's Seyoung with her doctor coat.
"She didn't take her medicine again, so she fainted, she is wake now, you all can see her and if you want just slap her." Seyoung smile and leave them.
They entering the room, there is Y/n lay in the bed with IV in her hand, also there is Eunji with her doctor coat
"Oh Hello everyone" Eunji greet them. Makes Y/n look at them and she trying to sat.
"U-unnie, i am sorry, i- i don't know that-"
"Why you didn't drink your medicine?" Momo asked softly.
Y/n down her head.
"Speak Y/n! Why you did this? this is not your first time, we know we never with you from the first time, you make us worried to death!" Nayeon raise her voice, she can't hold it anymore.
"You no need to worry, unnie. I am fine it just-"
Nayeon take a step forward to Y/n.
"You said this is fine?! Look at yourself, today you have nose bleed what tomorrow?! Can you tell us what do you feel and let us take care of you!"
Y/n look at the older and sighed,"Because i have enough of all of this"
"What do you mean?!"
"Because it's useless unnie, i am done with it. Everytime i drink the medicine it isn't effect in me again an this pain in my head! i can't hold it anymore! I just wanna die!" Y/n raising her voice but she didn't cry. Her tears already dry because all of this time.
Yeri hug Y/n "No, Y/n-ah, No, you will stay with us, please don't say things like that"
"I'm tired Yeri, i am tired of medicine, i am tired of hospital, i am tired of seeing people crying because of me and i am tired of everything!!" Y/n said make everyone more hurt hear that. But, Y/n told the truth.
"Please don't make high hopes in me"
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Because of you✔
Fanfiction[A SquelㅡWhen you are there] " There is the reasons everything happened and changed, and it is because of you " ^October 31, 2018 - May 1, 2020^
