{2} Late Night Owl

{55} letters

nature pov

we haven't been good at all . i myself haven't been good at all .

i really miss victoria i just wish she were here to help me out .

i sat up walking to the bathroom examining the bruises and scratches on my body

i've never been in a abusive relationship and i would really want to talk to victoria just so she could give me advice

but i've lost her , i've lost everything .

debo walked in the room kissing the side of my cheek " morning babygirl "

i gave him a weak smile turning on the water

i hated when he would do this . we'd argue and fight then in the morning he'd act like nothing happened .

like he won't even sit down and have a conversation with me about why he's acting like this .

but i've lost my confidence i'm so afraid to do anything thinking he'll hurt me

" i have a doctors appointment today are you coming or are you to busy again " .

he laughed looking at me " i'm coming " .

i rolled my eyes walking out the room checking to see if autumn was up . which she was she was the only person in the house that kept me happy .. besides the baby

i smiled giving her a kiss " today we're gonna find out if your having a baby brother or sister " !

" yess " !!

i decided on my own that my doctor would just let me know . i didn't want any parties or nothing cause like who would come anyways .

i quickly got autumn ready making sure she could eat before we'd go .

glizzy : yo when can i see autumn??

i sighed locking my phone . i mean i wanted him to see her it's just debo would never put his hands on me while she was here .

it's like she kept him from going to 100 real quick

we all walked back to the car as i sighed holding the letter in my hand

" okay here's the moment of truth " .

i smiled looking at the paper " it's a boy " !

" nooooo " autumn cried

which caused me and debo to bust out into laughter

i wish we had days like this all the time .

" shorty i got a surprise for you " .

glizzy : coming around 8

me : okay

" hmm " ? i looked up from my phone

he looked at my phone then back at me " i said i got a surprise for you " .