{2} Late Night Owl

{64} loyal

nature pov

" i mean shit i was young i had to do what i had to do ".

i laughed looking at glizzy . once again we we're just up talking to each other in the middle of the night

he turned over pecking my lips a few times

" i love you ".

" i love you to glizz " i smiled

he sat up throwing his hoodie over

" be safe " .

" always ".

i kissed him one last time as he walked off

i looked over at king who slept peacefully tonight .

my little family gave me so much hope not to give up

autumn walked in the room holding her pillow and blanket

" why aren't you sleep with grandma " ?? i asked

she yawned " i missed you ".

almost wanted to cry .

i watched her climb in bed with me and king as she laid on my chest

" mommy " ?

" yes " .

" is debo a evil villain " ?

i laughed at little " well i wouldn't put it like that, he's just a human that's making some very bad decisions right now " .

" but he hurt you " .

i sighed . autumn is way to young to be seeing some of things she's been introduced to and it's all my fault .

" just go to sleep " . i mumbled getting up

i walked into the bathroom locking the door behind me

" wtf am i gonna do " i cried softly

glizzy's mom entered the bathroom looking at me cry . she didn't even say anything she just wrapped her arms around me

i'm loved by so many people .

i cried in her arms as she held me tight praying over me .

never would i think i'd be here today feeling hopeless and hurt buried underneath so much sadness and guilt .

" you're okay nature god has you " . miss janice smiled whipping my tears

i sniffed looking at her " thank you " .

she kissed the side of my cheek smiling " get some rest for me okay " .

the next morning i woke up wondering where glizzy was .

i decided that i'd get some fresh air then, i can't stay in this house all day crying