Sorry for the long wait! Nobody really writes Eren x Mikasa... so Id thought to bring it back alive to my followers or whoever read this.
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I lost myself in darkness. One of the worst things you could do, is act out of anger. Yes, anger and love are powerful emotions. Maybe because I did love Mikasa at that point, but I was in denial to it. Now, I can't even say sorry for what I've done. It resonates me to my core, if I just looked right into her eyes and I told her I loved her, I wouldn't be stuck with this aching pain in my throat, regretting everything I have done and said.
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3rd P.O.V
The entire city was lit up by a petrifying scream, as the lightning from the heaven struck down right into Eren, slowly the his body started to materialise. The vibrant emerald eyes stood out from the emitting smoke, illuminating the area as the civilians started to scream.
However, compared to all the other times Eren transformed, this time was different. It was hard to tell at first, but the more you stared at his demonic face, the more you could tell there was no humanity left in there - just an incarnation of the devil himself.
However, Eren completely ignored Armin and Mikasa, but went for the person who was harassing Mikasa. The man stared at Eren, his eyes sunken, as if his soul has been ripped from his body. Tears started rolling down from his eyes as Eren picked him from the head. Sadly, the man was begging Eren to stop but that obviously didn't get through to him.
In a heartbeat, Eren started squeezing the two fingers he lifted him by together, creating a nasty crunching noise that sent chills down Armin's spine. However, Eren didn't stop there, he used both hands to snap his back in two, and consume his entire body.
Eren has done nothing more in humane, Armin fell witness to Eren when he loses his humanity - when he goes rogue. And the feeling of terror and seeing his bestfriend become into a monster weighed him down tremendously.
It wasn't long before Eren averted his gaze to Armin, and in one demonic roar, he swung his arm towards him, grabbing him instantly. At this point, Armin got flashbacks to when that Jesus looking titan grabbed him. He remembered Eren saved him, so maybe he could get through to him.
"Eren..." Armin mustered, but his voice was squeezed out like some pathetic boy. His body wouldn't listen to his mind, he gave in. Closed his nice crystal eyes, and accepted his fate.
All that followed, was silence. Armin was confused, he thought to himself, "Is this the afterlife?"
I know what you might be thinking. My bestfriend for so long and yet I nearly killed him? This is why I hate myself to this day. Yes, you might say there's room for me to change. But Im curse, maybe if I wasn't born into this world, I would never have caused the amount of deaths. Yeah, that's right. It's all my fault. I should've realised the monster I was, and put and end to my life right there. But, there was someone always keeping me alive, the sole reason I am alive...is because of her.
Moments felt like hours, as Armin accepted the harsh reality of his fate. However, a spinning blade came and chopped Eren's arm in half as he let out a devastating scream.
Armin didn't know what to think, he was confused but relieved at the same time, but he'd never seen someone so fast in his life.
Armin fell to the ground on his back, and he couldn't move a single part of his body, "My back..." He screamed out in pain. He closed his eyes for a second to sink in what had just happened, before he saw his whole body overcome with a shadow, as he lifted his hefty gaze to look at the shadow, it was Eren's foot.
"Oi watch out!" Said the soldier who had just saved him from being eaten by Eren, but Armin couldn't move, and in one swift movement, he stomped his foot. Right where Armin lay, and Armin's eyes, slowly fell into the abyss.
Eren Point of View
"Where am I?" I asked myself as I woke up to a long white empty corridor. But there was a door to the right and left as I slowly crept down it. I was bewildered.
One door had green light coming out of it, so I slowly opened it up and walked into the illuminating green light.
"Fight, fight!"
I payed closer attention to it, and realised that this was the moment I saved Mikasa from the bandits. But, it's like I'm witnessing the moment.
"It's killed or be killed, fight!" My younger self screamed at Mikasa as he was getting strangled. I've never seen it from this angle, in one swift movement she charged right towards the bandit, gripping the knife so hard the handle shattered and she shoved it at the back of the bandit.
However, I saw another figure standing right next to Mikasa, "I don't remember this..." But, the thing is it wasn't staring at Mikasa or my younger self, it was staring at me.
My heart started pumping as it marched towards me, as it stepped into the crack of moonlight in the hut, I could see who it was. It was me. But eyes red and black, whole body engulfed in flames.
"I am you, Eren yeager..." It said it an almost monstrous tone as I took a step back into the white corridor, "I am everything you hate..."
"What...?" I panicked as I bumped into the wall of the empty hallway as he only got closer until he was face to face with me, just a breath away.
"Your anger, your hatred for the titans, your tainted heart. Everything that blackens your soul, that's me." It continued as I was shaking uncontrollably, it wasn't like me to get this terrified, but I really was afraid of this particular, almost beast.
"Is this who I appear as to everyone else...?" I questioned myself internally, as I slowly recalled the times everyone would give me dirty looks, and the trauma of the cell began flashing back.
My whole body went numb as I dropped to the floor, staring at the ground; I couldn't even lift a single finger.
"You'll come to the realisation that I will destroy everything you ever loved, starting with Armin..."
In an instant, my body suddenly got a burst of energy as I hauled myself up and grabbed it by the throat, "Don't you ever...ever talk about Armin!"
However, it just cackled as if it was already too late, and after that the glistening white corridor turned bloody. Almost as if it were satanic. Simultaneously I felt very fatigued, crumbling onto the floor as falling into blackness.
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Man I just wished things turned out so different. If only I controlled my emotions rather then letting it consume me, everyone would probably still be alive. Yes, the dark part of me was right. My tainted soul destroyed everyone I ever loved, and living doesn't feel like a blessing anymore...
*END*
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Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! I tried to be different with the whole inner thoughts whilst in titan, lmk what you guys think!
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