Her image [Jensoo]

17.Chapter

„Jisoo there is no way I'm gonna let you starve in the library. You're gonna come with me in the canteen!" Suho ordered.

„Suho I'm really not hungry." Jisoo sighted.

„No! You are coming with me no matter if you like or not."

„You have to eat something! I'll even buy you lunch."

„Ok I'm coming with you." Jisoo agreed

„But you really don't have to buy me food you know?"

„So come finally with me now!" Suho dragged Jisoo into the canteen. Suho and Jisoo lined up in the line.
Jisoo got her food and together they went to a free table. On the way to the table they had to pass Jennies table where the girl sat with her gang.

„Guys watch and learn." Jennie whispered to her gang.

As Jisoo passed their table Jennie put her leg in front of Jisoo causing her to trip over it. All the food from the tray fell on the floor and spread on the canteen floor. Jisoo is not stupid she knew it that it was Jennie but everyone else didn't notice Jennies actions because the girl quickly retracted her foot.

„Uhhhh! How embarrassing she can't even walk. I thought she is perfect. Doesn't look like she really is." Irene stated.

„Yeah Irene is right if you can't even walk properly that's very very embarrassing." a girl laughed.

Jisoo was kneeling on the ground while she was slowly collecting the dropped food.

„Oh Jaesu Jaesu seems like you aren't as perfect as you always pretend to be." Jennie smiled evilly.

„You may be good in school but seriously walking? That's one of first things I have ever learned."

„Oh yeah Jennie is right." a boy whispered.

„Yeah that's indeed embarrassing."

„Hey all stop it now!" Suho shouted in anger through the whole canteen.

„If anyone says something bad to Jisoo again automatically offends me too! Understood!?" Suho yelled furiously.

He quickly kneeled next to Jisoo and helped her collecting. But Jisoo froze in her doings. She just looked at the floor her hair was covering her face.

„Kim Jisoo just accept it you are not perfect." Jennie whispered.

Only a few people were able to hear it but in Jisoos ears it sounded like thousand Jennies were shouting at her. The words penetrated her ears.

„Kim Jisoo my daughter you are not perfect when will you finally show your whole perfection. Be finally how we what you to be!"

„Or do you want to experience the misery again?"

„Do I really have to teach you this lesson again?"

"I always give my best."

„No please dad."

„Please have mercy."

„I'm going to be even better please!" Jisoo was panicking and covered her ears with her hands. Helplessly she tried to stop the voices in her head.

„No!" Jisoo hitched out with a last breath. Her whole body is trembling.

„Jisoo are you ok?" Suho completely in shock placed his hand on Jisoos back. But the girl stayed mute.

„No please no." Jisoo said putting more pressure on her ears. Trying to shut herself deaf.

Suddenly Jisoo jumped up and ran out of the canteen keeping her head low.