Dangerously In Love With You

Chapter 4 -Lived

KAMERI

   Hearing those words coming out of his mouth was like harmony to my ears. I was so happy man, now I just want to go see my baby! The nurse knocked twice softly on the door before opening it.
"Oh hi Doc, just back with her discharge papers"
" That's fine" he said smiling
" Here you go, make sure you schedule a appointment with your doctor in two weeks for a follow up" she said handing me this thick ass packet.
" I will, Thank you so much!" I replied back to her
"Alright you ladies have a good rest of your night" and she leaned over at me to pat my shoulder saying "you see that man above does his work"
"Yes he definitely does, thank y'all so much." I said looking at her & the Dr.
"Alright are you guys ready to walk back there?" He said
Marie & I looked at eachother at the same time and nodded "yes"
We all left the room together, but the nurse waived goodbye and parted her separate ways. Then Marie instantly held my hand, I felt like a damn kid haha but I love her so much for being here when I needed her the most! We made it to the door standing outside the room while the Dr knocked on it but instead of us all going inside, he just held the door opened for us to go in and said
"I'm going to give you guys some privacy, go ahead in"
I looked at him, just smiled, and walked inside
I seen my man laying on the bed half way up & just cried walking over hugging on him. It felt so good to smell his scent again, and we were just hugging onto one another like we were afraid to let go.. He held my head up & said
   "Good to see you again baby, I thought I wasn't go make it" I looked into his eyes and just cried all over again. My lil tuff ass sensitive as fuck!

BRYCE

   Man I hate seeing my baby crying, she too beautiful for that. After all I put her through though I understand her feeling but I'm glad to still be alive to continue to do what I'm supposed to do as her man.
   "Don't cry baby, don't cry" I whispered into her ear
   "Ok bae, I'm just thankful that I didn't loose you tonight. I love you SO so much.." she said
"Me too bae, I love you more" I told her
"It took forever to get information from you man I was terrified! I called Marie & she came through with the baby as well" she replied and moved to the side so I could see them.
"Hiiii nice to see you again, here's your baby girl" said Marie as she stood up and gave me my precious daughter Royalty!
I was so excited to be here with a heart beat seeing both of my babies, it was truly the best feeling ever!
"Dada" she said touching my face
We all started laughing while she just giggling
"That's right dada here baby, and I ain't going no where else" I said to her and mommy as I gave them both kisses to their cheeks.
"So how you feeling" Marie asked
"To be honest I'm still in a lil pain, they just gave me some meds but overall I'm grateful for all they can do for me"
"That's good to hear" she responded
"Yea, so bae how you feeling? You barely had on any clothes, did they take care of you as well?"
"yeah they did, about that.... They ran tests and everything came back negative but they found semen" she said blowing her breath out
"Cum? How could that be?" I asked
"What you think happened?" She said lookin at me like a was dumb or sum
"That nigga had his way with you AGAIN" I said raising my voice!
"Calm down Bryce, you don't need to be getting worked up about this right now"
"Man what you mean? This nigga gotta get laid down bae fuck all that, he a dirty mafucka for real. Until I know that nigga dead than I'll be able to be happy with you & sleep good at night! He got it coming on my daughter!"
   "I hear you bae" she said looking down fucking with her finger nail.
   "So what you telling me is that you could end up pregnant by this nigga?" I asked her
   "Unfortunately Bryce..."
   "WOOOOW if you is that mafucka getting smoked.
   "What you mean?" She looked at me with a cringe look on her face
"I mean what the fuck I just said, you think you keeping it or sum?"
"I'm not about to go there with you right now Bryce you doing to much saying dumb shit"
"What the fuck you mean?" I asked her confused as fuck
"Nun Bryce just leave it alone"
"Nah fuck all that I'm trying to get a better understanding of what you trying to say!"
"You really want to know?"
"YES PLEASE TELL ME" I replied
"I'm not trying say nothing, you talm bout if I am pregnant than it's getting smoked? I don't believe in abortions, I'm not killing a innocent child! Yes it's a fucked up situation to deal with and even SPEAK ON but I guess what I'm trying to say is if I'm pregnant i will be having it"
Wooooooow I can't believe what the fuck I'm actually hearing right now! Why would she want to have a baby by her damn kidnapper/rapist? This shit not making no sense to me! I don't want to say something that I'll regret later on so I'm just not go say nun at all. This shit is beyond me...
"Aite man" I said
"That's all you gotta say?" She asked
   "Yeah what the fuck you want me to say?"
   "Wait hold on watch how you talking to me for real cause I'll leave" she said
"You go leave cause I'm not trying to tell you what you want to hear? That's crazy as hell but I'm gone from it.."
"Aite whatever, you ready to go Marie?" She asked as she stood up
"uhh yea I guess" Marie replied
"So you really bout to go home and leave me up here?"
"I don't want to but you leaving me with no choice! You acting like you don't feel for anything I'm saying if I am pregnant! Any child is innocent, however they're brought into this world ITS NOT THEIR FAULT! They shouldn't have to die because a parent no longer wants them, babies are precious and IF I AM PREGNANT I'M keeping it period.
Yes bringing a baby into this world by a rapist or someone you didn't expect to have a child with is crazy but that baby is still a human being who is brought into LIFE, and I just wish people would get that crazy ass concept of getting rid of a baby all cause you don't want it OUT OF THEIR FUCKING MINDS cause it's sick as fuck! So Bryce if you don't understand what I'm sayin I will walk out of this room and not look back.. I'm the one that really has to deal with this, I was raped TWICE, laying there in the bed half naked while that man had his way how he wanted to with me!" She said as she began to cry "YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I BEEN THROUGH, YOU WASN'T THERE WHILE I WAS BEING TORTURED IN SO MANY WAYS. ME TELLING YOU SOMETHING AND ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING IT, IS TWO DIFFERENT THINGS AND I FEEL LIKE YOU'RE BEING VERY SELF CENTERED RIGHT NOW!" She said as she walked up to me pointing her finger towards my face and continued to say
"Don't get me wrong Bryce I love you oh so much and very grateful that you're still alive, but don't fucking play with me by getting disrespectful because I'm the one that's been going through hell with all this shit, ME! I'm the victim nigga! What I've been through since we been together has changed me, and I might not ever be the same."
Damn man this shit sounded like something she has been wanting to say for a long time, I'm starting to feel bad for real because I know I'm the one that put her through this crazy toxic ass shit with my ex and her people! What she's been through has definitely changed her, that I know... When we first met I thought we was go live normal lives & be happy! I'm not saying we're not happy now but since we been living together it's like we've been living in fear and that's something no couple should feel EVER!
This relationship has definitely been a roller coaster literally, it's like every time we're happy when we feel on top of the world something brings us downhill. I mean I do understands where she's coming from now that she explained it more so I guess it's only right to make it right with her cause that's my baby, and I don't want to loose her..
"Come here" I said reaching my hand out towards her
She grabs it and sat back down beside me as I started off by saying
"First off I want to apologize for the way I was talking to you."
"Ok I'm listening" she said
"I love you so much and I would never want you to feel like you being mistreated, let along disrespected. I'm sorry for raising my voice & talking to you like that on some real shit, it won't happen again"
   "Alright" she nodded
   "Yeah so if you are pregnant it may take me a lil while to accept it but I'll be willing to go through this journey with you, right by yo side no bull shit.."
   She looked into my eyes and said
   "You for real?"
   "Nah girl I'm for fake" I replied as we both laughed
   "Well thank you for understanding me & I accept yo apology or whatever" she said as she pushed on my shoulder "HOPEFULLY I WON'T GET PREGNANT"
   "Please don't be pregnant, please don't be pregnant" I said with my eyes closed and fingers crossed whispering to myself
   "BOY" Marie said as we all began to laugh!

KAMERI

   I'm glad we both got a better understanding of all this and I hope I won't get pregnant so we can just put this all behind us & leave the shit in the past, I'm tired of being worried or concern about shit period. But if I am carrying, for him to even say he's willing to go through this journey with me made me realize this nigga loves me cause niggas now of days pride be to high, and will leave some they have that's so good all because of some shit they girl had no control of.. I'm thankful to have him on my team for real!
*** Ding A text came through
   "Who phone was that?" asked Marie
   We all began to look at ours
   "It's mines" I said
   "Who is it?" Asked Bryce
   "This same weird ass number that keep texting me" I said
   "🍆👶🏽👨‍👩‍👦" is all it said
   "IT'S HIM YALL"
   "How you know?!" Marie & Bryce both asked at the same time
Bryce took my phone and read the message saying
   "Eggplant, baby, and a family... THIS NIGGA SENDING A DICK AS A EMOJI THINKING YALL ABOUT TO BE A FAMILY, AITE! Call that nigga right now bae he said pressing call handing me back the phone "& put it on speaker"
   I took it and did what he said, and we all sat there waiting till he answered but he didn't.

***Text Messages***
   🧍🏾‍♂️Wassup baby you called? Shawn texted
   Give me the phone, let me text him as if I was you" Bryce said
   "Here" I responded
   🧍🏽‍♀️Yeah I just wanted to talk on the phone"
   Bryce wrote
🧍🏾‍♂️Uhhh about what?
   🧍🏽‍♀️why you keep texting me?
   🧍🏾‍♂️because you're mines & I got a little surprise to share with you😉
   🧍🏽‍♀️ & what is that? Bryce wrote back looking at me as we all stared at the phone until he responded back
   ***Picture image came through***

This nigga sent his dick with my name written all over it on it!!!

"Oouuu you like what you see baby girl? 😜"