Dangerously In Love With You

You Deserve it

Kameri

After the nurse was done testing me I grabbed my phone from the stand on the left side of me and seen hella messages from the time I was kidnapped. I started opening up Bryce's messages reading all types of shit, my baby was devastated to find me man. I'm so grateful that he found me! I than got some messages from a unknown number kept sending weird ass shit like a thumbs up, and smiley faces winking an shit. Seem strange but I'm not bout to start tripping on lil shit like this right now so I just ignored it for now and started listening to my voice mails.
I clicked speaker phone and pressed play, then all I can hear was my baby Bryce voice telling me how he's on his way to come get me, and to be strong. I instantly started crying all over again, this bout my 80th time crying since I been in this damn hospital I just want him to wake up already so all this pain can go away. At this point I just sat my phone back down and laid here thinking about everything trying to think positive like the nurse told me to do so. I then heard the door handle twisting, I looked back and seen MARIE.
She came in sat the baby car seat down and gave me a hug. She held me so tightly crying saying
"Awwwww baby I'm here, we're here for you best friend"
I just kept my arms around her crying on her shoulder cause I really needed her by my side no bullshit.
"I'm so glad you made it" I said
"This is what best friends are for baby, I will always be here when you need me no matter what" she relied as we held each other pinky's and kissed hands at the same time. Haha it's just something we always did since we became close.
"So how are you feeling?" She asked
"I was so broken and felt completely alone in this cold ass hospital, but now that you're here I feel so much better."
"I understand and I'm happy to be here for you, I love you so much best friend"
"I love you too" I said smiling at her
"Is my baby awake?"
"Nah she been asleep since we were in the car, you want me to take her out the car set and hand her to you"
"It's coo, Since she's sleep ima just let her sleep and get her when she start moving, waking up. I missed y'all so much"
"We missed you too baby and glad you're ok now. How's Bryce holding up?" She asked
I shook my head, and popped my shoulders and said
"I don't know, no one has came in and told me anything yet. But I'm hoping all is well.."
"Me too, I got my fingers crossed for you" she replied back.
"Yeah so do I, that man has been through hell trying to save and protect me. I love him so so much man I don't want to loose all this tonight, I can't"
"I hear you and completely agree with you, he go pull through" she said
"You right.. let me tell you what happened" I said sitting all the way up taking in a deep breath.
"So Bryce and I went to the hotel and that's where it went down at. I went to the lobby alone buying snacks thinking nun was go happen, and got approached by Briana and her friend Asia. The two bitches that I fought at that damn gas station, and the same bitches that threw that brick through yo window!! It's like these hoes were obsessed with me, and wouldn't leave me the fuck alone. So I was at that moment again to just beat they ass again outside the hotel. As I walked out thinking I can take them both again TWO MORE BITCHES jumped in the fight and dragged me into the car... It all happened so fast girl & I felt it in my soul that I was about to die" I said shaking my head
"Oh my god, that's some crazy ass shit man them bitches so fucking weak!!" She said clapping her hands
"Yes girl they tortured the fuck out of me, they was fucking me with things, and I even got raped again by the same dude that raped me outside the mall that one time"
"WHAT?!! HOW YOU KNOW IT WAS THE SAME NIGGA" she asked
"Cause I seen his lanyard from his name tag in his back pocket, and he even admitted it was him talm bout he was sorry that it went down like that. The crazy nigga is Briana's cousin!"
"WOOOW CRAZY MUST RUN IN THEY FAMILY CAUSE WHAT THE FUCK!!! Nigga's wilding for real and sick as fuck.. she said
"Yup after he shot her is what really blew my mind cause that's his whole cousin!! When I was tied up in the bedroom with him before he raped me he was telling me how he'll go to war for that damn girl and will do anything to help her with. So I was shocked that he did that to her even though I can't stand that bitch, and then that's when he shot Bryce. After that I lost it..."
"Shit happens all the time, we never truly know why people do crazy shit. All this shit y'all went through is just terrible but I'm glad you're still here and I been praying that Bryce pulls through too!" She said
"True" I replied
The baby started making noises in her car seat and Marie started to unbuckle her then took my baby girl out and handed her to me. My heart started smiling, I was so happy to finally see her even though I didn't want her seeing me like this but I needed her the most. I held her high as she looked down at me smiling than I sat her back down on my thigh as she grabbed my face giggling. My baby girl just made my night for real!
"Awwww she missed her mommy" Marie said looking at us
We all just started laughing. Now hopefully daddy pull through that we are all here, I thought to myself.
10 min goes by and the nurse walks in
"Hi I'm back, oh hi there! I see you have visitors" she said talking to Marie and I
"Yes this is my best friend Marie & my baby girl Royalty"
"Nice to meet you" she said "Oh is this Bryce baby too?"
"Yes" I responded kinda rudely cause bitch what do you mean!
"Oh I was just asking, you know it's some dads that are really not the dad so I just asked randomly"
Well that's rude too ask, you really need to mind yo damn business is what I wanted to say but instead I replied "yes this is our daughter" cause I ain't wanna get smart with her and she ended up having some info about Bryce so I just ignored her lil comment with her nosey ass...
"She's really adorable" she said
"Thank you" I replied fake smiling
"Well I have some news, do you want to keep everything confidential by asking your friend to step outside the room for a minute or you don't mind"
My damn heart started racing feeling like I had some shit. Now I'm embarrassed feeling even more afraid!! I looked at Marie with my eyes watery, and she looked back at me saying
"I can step out Kam if you need me too"
"No please don't go, I need you to stay right here by my side. I want you here" I said as she got up & held my hand...
"Ok after running tests on you we have found DNA and have the man information so I'm going to let the officers handle it from there. Everything came back negative, so you didn't catch anything from him, but we did find his semen inside of you."
"Oh my god" is all I could say. I knew that already though cause when he was fucking on me and nutted he got up and said the condom broke... I'm not about to tell them that though cause then heads would start to turn and you know how people start thinking like it could be something more to what really happen. I know that he fucked me when I didn't want it and also knew that I was kinda liking it at the same time but I had to give in cause hell I was tied the fuck up.... pretty much I ain't sayin shit ima just play crazy like I had no idea!!!
"What's go happen next?"
"Well if you're pregnant you can abort it if you want or keep it. It's all up to you"
This is all too much for me to take in right now, Idk if Bryce is going to make it and now I could be pregnant. Great fucking sad!!!
"Well I honestly can't think straight right now" is all i said back
"I understand all this is overwhelming for you but what ever choice you make is not my business just choose what's best for you if you become pregnant. Take a test or schedule a follow up appointment with your Dr in 2 weeks and they should be able to determine if you're pregnant or not" she responded
"Ok, I'll do that."
"Alright, I'll be back in with your discharge papers"
"Wait, Um I get to go back home tonight?"
"Yes, unless you wanted to stay?"
"Well I wanted to see if you had received any information about Bryce yet?"
"The Dr should be in here any minute now to tell you what's going on sweet heart, I can go try to find him for you and have him come inside to give you some updated information"
"Oh my god that would be so wonderful" I said back
"Absolutely, I'll be back with your DC papers as well. Oh & here is some clothes for you to put on. Didn't know your size but everything runs big so I got you the small instead"
"Thank you"
"No problem hun" She said than left out the room
Marie gave me another hug saying
"Uh I'm so glad you are clear from everything" and also said "shit now let's hope you not pregnant by that damn fool"
I sat there and thought about wanted to tell her the truth that I already knew he came in me but at the same time I could tell her at another time cause it too much to explain right now and I really want to get the fuck up out of this room ASAP so I'll just wait...
"Yea I hope I'm not either" I replied
"Girl" she said like she's really upset..
She feel for me though, she just want what's best for me and that's all I want for myself as well. I can't be carrying a rapist child like what type of sick shit is that?! Even though the baby is innocent but still I hope that I'm not pregnant by this man cause that'll be some crazy ass shit to be going through if I am.
15 more minutes goes by and we just sitting here chatting until somebody walk through the room!
"Since the nurse said I'm able to go home, can you pack up royalty stuff and put her back into the car seat" I asked Marie
"Yup I sure can" she said grabbing royalty from my arms while I started to get back dressed.
*** DING I looked at my phone
Another message came through from that same weird ass number. This time it said "kisses & hugs"
I texted back "who the fuck is this?" And started thinking to myself like I hope this not Shawn ass cause on my soul if it is it's going up period!!
Marie looked at me and asked "is everything coo, who's that?"
"I'm not sure who it is but I got a feeling, I'll explain everything later though" I said putting on these damn hospital sleeping pants & long sleeve shirt she left me since I wasn't really wearing anything when I came in this mafucka!
"Ok" she replied
The Dr walked in with the nurse greeted his self to me and said
"He almost didn't make it that's what took a long time" he said showing me a x ray of the bullet inside of him. He is in there awake now if you would like to go inside and say hi"
I put my hands over my face and thanked him so much for being able to do all he can to keep him alive, and I also thanked that man above for this miracle cause won't he do it!!!