CHAPTER 4

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The next day at home I cut myself again.Why can't I be good enough for Josh. I miss him but hate him at the same time. I cut and cut till I couldn't find anywhere to cut anymore. I miss Josh a lot but I don't want to go back to him in case he hurts me again. I still love him a little. He was perfect till he started forcing me to do things with him. Maybe I should just end my life? I don't know anymore. What should I do?

I decided that I was going to end my life. So I went to the cupboard I. the kitchen and took out a bottle of pills and brought them to my bedroom. Luckily my parents were downstairs watching T.V. But before I end my life I would like to write a letter.

Dear whoever reads this:
I hope you all know that I love you all and that you were once really important to me. But it's time that I say goodbye. It sucks that my parents won't know that I love them very much. I hope you know josh that I loved you and wish we could still be together but this me saying goodbye. I love you Jessica you were the best. I will miss you all.

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