I'm sitting next to you physically but you don't even notice . Even though i feel low I know I'll bloom - kind of like a lotus . I'm sitting next to you physically - but mentally I'm in my own world - and you wouldn't even know if i really were .. sitting next to you . I'm sitting next to you - physically yes -yet my mind seems to wonder why because you fail to see that body is here but my mind is not and my heart keeps racing because of these thoughts . And my chest starts to ache, and my voice starts to shake and all I can think about is how I'm sitting next you to yes .. but you fail to see that I'm really not here .
